Bored & Lonely Life

Now in New Zealand time is 01:00a.m. Everybody is on the bed and making some sweet dream, but the slacker still awake~
Just called my mummy and read the SJB blog. In this silent night make my Malaysia memories back...

Already 2 weeks in New Zealand, slacker still can't find any job yet.... Many people asked me how's life here. I have to tell the truth, is kinda relax here but sometimes really bored and lonely. I'm a strong person and I seldom cry, but don't know why since I am here my tears drop every time I write my blog.

I remembered before I come to New Zealand I text a message to an old friend. She really take care me since I'm standard 5. She just like my big sister. 2 years ago, we got some argument and some misunderstood . I hope can patch back but I know her style. She think I'm no good or acting too much then no matter what I do also can't change her mind.
The day before I came to New Zealand, I try to text her and left her an email hope she will email me but everyday I open my email I didn't get her single email. Obviously she still haven't let go.
I already don't know what to do. Only things I can do is to wish her have a good life and she is my sister forever ever.

About itu SJB, sometimes really miss her. When see some nice and cheap clothes will feel want to buy for her. We still always talk "shit" on msn but we can't go mcd or bkt together liao. I can't midnight drive car go fetch her and show how "talented" is my driving skill (ps : in here my driving skill consider and normal ah!). She told me why she can't get a good flower (桃花), I told her if she want to get a good flower....1st she must become a good fertilizer ( means love yourself lo). Good fertilizer only will comes out good flower. SJB~! please don't let YQ chase you up ah~!
Don't only just think, you must take 1st move then the things only will go on. Excuse is not a reason anymore... I already make my 1st move, how about you? Don't forget the future always is inside our hand...

When I at home I can't stand my majesty nagging. Now would my majesty feel lonely without me on her side? My majesty like to complaint this and that to me and I also is her listener. When I don't think she is right I will try to advise her. I know that my sibling don't like to listen her complaining but she complaint is just because she is stressed and she need to find someone to release it. I know sometimes my majesty got little bit "angin" but she really is a responsible and ability mother. Although how strong she is, she still need people to talk to and a listener.

Don't want to talk liao la~ ah bo tomorrow my eyes will "bengkak" like dumpling.
~run to bed~

Slacker's Left Malaysia

12th May 2010, 9.30 p.m.
I took a plane alone and left my country~

This is my 1st time leave Malaysia and go to New Zealand, leaving my family, my friends and my best friends (SJB).That night, itu SJB cried since she arrived KLIA...

I keep find some joke to spare my attention, coz I don't want my tears to drop~.When the time to say goodbye, I really can't control my tears anymore....

After I hug my family & SJB tightly, I walked into the departure gate.
When plane taking off and I saw my home country become smaller and smaller I cried again.
That night, I cried twice....

while on the plane, I can't sleep at all~ I watched movie, listened to music.....
I don't want to make myself nothing to do coz I don't want to think too much.....

I'm on top of Australia

Malaysia Airlines Nasi Lemak... Yum~


Inside the plane

10 hours later, I arrived Auckland, New Zealand..... It's time to start a new life, meet some new people here...

Next post I will share my 1st time in New Zealand~

Mum's Birthday

My mum's birthday is on 11th April, 1st March on lunar calendar (14th April). My uncle said he want to spend a dinner to his sister (my mummy).

I suggested go to GU YUE TIAN at Chulan Square to have the birthday dinner, but my uncle said he wanted to try a restaurant called Janbo and he said is quite famous. After few discussion we finally choose Janbo at Puchong.

After having not really delicious dinner, then we went to Neway KTV to sing all night long~

my uncle and aunt

my mummy and 2 nieces

family


Neway KTV


My nieces

At here I got some KTV manner to share out:

1) Don't hold the remote control at all the time b'coz you are not a controller.
2) Must learn to share the mic b'coz the mic doesn't belongs to you.
3) Don't choose many songs at the same time b'coz people will get pissed off while waiting.
4) While people singing, please do not sing with them unless you be asked to join b'coz this is not your personal show.
5) Don't laugh at people while the missed the key or sing with the wrong key b'coz you ain't the judge.

Please learn to share, to respect and don't show off with your voice

Remember : KTV is a stage for everyone, not a stage for your personal show~!

Ching Ming

Last week was "Ching Ming", I went to my daddy grave yard to pray him...

My daddy already passed away about 3 years and this year my mum just finish his new home (grave stone) so... we invite lots of people...some people suggested that want to put some fire works... ( mostly "Ching Ming" will pray on morning or afternoon) Our "Ching Ming" is different ... We pray at midnight!

Daddy's Grave Stone


Foods For Daddy(some already gone into our stomach)


Burning Flame



He is selling roasted pork at grave yard o.0"


Fireworks

On that day, my family said something really made me pissed off~
I woke up early in the morning on that day to make some "bao & kuih". When afternoon tea time we chit-chat and I was asking why some people never let their daughter ( all the girls) to pray at grave yard~
Some people "pantang" about this. They answered me... and mum said she very fair coz she never do this to us(daughter).
Then, this f*** off conversation started...

My aunt : actually this is the law~ the 1st incense stick (xiang) is for the son... daughter must
understand this law~
Me : ......(o...ok)
Mummy : ya~ actually daughter shouldn't bring anything to go (mean the houses, cars....).
Me : ..........
My aunt : ya~if we girls (her sisters) go pray our parent, we never bring anything and the 1st
incense stick is sure for my brother...
Me : .........

The whole conversation I just keep silent~ I woke up early in the morning and made all things by myself till night time~ from planning, packing, making etc... all I do it alone and nobody help me~ all my pay back is this? daughter shouldn't do this and that? How hurt is that....

The most unfair things is my bro and his wife do just a little bit coz everything my mum ask me to do... This really make me pissed off~ If daughter can't pray or shouldn't bring things to pray my dad then don't ask me to do everything for the son~!

but... on that night something happened and make me get back my mood...
My bro put on the 9'feets incense stick (actually 9'feets can burn for so many hours).
The incense stick fell down when we burn "money" that time and burst.
Few second, 3 sticks of 9'feets incense stick left just ashes.... my bad mood? just like the ashes~ Fly Away~!

Happy Chinese New Year~!

This CNY I went back to my mama's hometown which is in Teluk Intan. When I were there... my time is just use for drink, eat, sleep and watch movie~ Even though I didn't do anything but is still fun~~ after this CNY, I have to wait another 4 years to celebrate CNY in Malaysia with my families again.

30nights,
After having dinner with my family and SJB, we started moving to T.Intan.
(when itu andy talk to SJB, itu Sjb "song" like orang gila) hahaha~!!

1st, 2nd and 3rd days of CNY,
I just go here and there( my cousin house) eat, eat and eat.... On the night before CNY 1 unexpected.... people (friend)? sms me, we chat by sms for few hours....Although I'm happy he still remember me, our friendship didn't like last time anymore...

(ps: too bad that I didn't took any picture on this few days coz I don't even remember that I have brought my camera to there...)

4th day of CNY,
My bro came to see his little devil ( my aunt is taking care of my bro's daughter). Afternoon, my bro suggested to go Tapah waterfalls. My bro took 1 car and he go with my mum, uncle & aunt, me and my cousin go by another car but on the way, we "sesat jalan". >.<"
After that, we went to Tualang have a dinner and we ordered a lot a lot of prawns, coz we can't live without prawn~!
On that night, my bro want to go back but I decided to stay few more days...

Tapah Waterfalls

Tualang Restaurant

Giant Prawn

Butter Prawn

Fried Prawn

Steam Prawn

5th day. 6th day & 7th day of CNY,
do nothing only eat.... eat.... eat... and eat...

8th day of CNY,
Early in the morning, The Little Devil spoiled my nice dream and forced me come back to reality. I woke up and play with her a while then help my aunt made some "kuih-muih" for pray "Ti Gong".
Afternoon, my cousin said he want to spend me a Sushi King, so we went there and "eat poor" him hahah~! Afterthat, we went to BIG cinema watched '14 Blades'. Around 11p.m. we prepared to pray "Ti Gong".

Pray "Ti Gong"

Food for "Ti Gong"

Money for " Ti Gong"

Little Devil

9th-15th day of CNY,
Finally came back home and miss SJB......
Do nothing but eat again....>.<"
(meet SJB and "lepak" at MCD)

This CNY I found out that.....
I....
GAINED WEIGHT~!

OMG~!
I gained 3kg in a week o.0~
A WEEK~!

Anyways, Wish Everybody Happy "ROAR" Year

What To Do When Your Parent Scold You

Do you guys realise that when our parent scold us and the way we respond always make them mad?
Actually is not all our fault.... see this comic and I think many people will agree with me....


Response NO.1 :



Response NO.2:
Sometimes our parent scolded us, We really don't know how and what we should do.....

If you reply her/him, they will think you wanna fight them back....
If you keep silent, they will think you mad at them....
If you just walk away, they will think you are super duper rude....
If you just ignored, they will sad and say we never listen to them.....

So....Sometimes I will just keep smilling and look at them....><" coz I really no idea how and what should I respond to them~ but.....
Smile like an idiot and pretend nothing is quite hard~!

Happy Belated New Year~

Lately, I was busy cleaning my house and didn't update my blog....
Here I wish everybody Happy Belated New Year...

This year, I went to Aloha in Jalan P.Ramlee with 3sjbs & 1 sjb bf (chieh).
First, everybody was like very happy.... ( maybe they pretend to be happy)
Few glasses of Hennessy into stomach, everybody started moody and emo~!
After that, all drunk and cried like holly cow shit....>.<" Some people cried because of stressed in their career, some cried because of family stuff and some cried because of me.... ( I'm leaving Malaysia soon...)

Crazy Aloha Photo:

Happy New Year


Fishy Emo.....

we again~!

Before the date come, I was feel very happy because I can start my own life in a new country, but when the date to New Zealand near by, I only realised that I'm really really sad because I gonna leave this country, gonna leave all my friends and my family... All the happiness is pretended out and just to cover all my sadness.