Bored & Lonely Life

Now in New Zealand time is 01:00a.m. Everybody is on the bed and making some sweet dream, but the slacker still awake~
Just called my mummy and read the SJB blog. In this silent night make my Malaysia memories back...

Already 2 weeks in New Zealand, slacker still can't find any job yet.... Many people asked me how's life here. I have to tell the truth, is kinda relax here but sometimes really bored and lonely. I'm a strong person and I seldom cry, but don't know why since I am here my tears drop every time I write my blog.

I remembered before I come to New Zealand I text a message to an old friend. She really take care me since I'm standard 5. She just like my big sister. 2 years ago, we got some argument and some misunderstood . I hope can patch back but I know her style. She think I'm no good or acting too much then no matter what I do also can't change her mind.
The day before I came to New Zealand, I try to text her and left her an email hope she will email me but everyday I open my email I didn't get her single email. Obviously she still haven't let go.
I already don't know what to do. Only things I can do is to wish her have a good life and she is my sister forever ever.

About itu SJB, sometimes really miss her. When see some nice and cheap clothes will feel want to buy for her. We still always talk "shit" on msn but we can't go mcd or bkt together liao. I can't midnight drive car go fetch her and show how "talented" is my driving skill (ps : in here my driving skill consider and normal ah!). She told me why she can't get a good flower (桃花), I told her if she want to get a good flower....1st she must become a good fertilizer ( means love yourself lo). Good fertilizer only will comes out good flower. SJB~! please don't let YQ chase you up ah~!
Don't only just think, you must take 1st move then the things only will go on. Excuse is not a reason anymore... I already make my 1st move, how about you? Don't forget the future always is inside our hand...

When I at home I can't stand my majesty nagging. Now would my majesty feel lonely without me on her side? My majesty like to complaint this and that to me and I also is her listener. When I don't think she is right I will try to advise her. I know that my sibling don't like to listen her complaining but she complaint is just because she is stressed and she need to find someone to release it. I know sometimes my majesty got little bit "angin" but she really is a responsible and ability mother. Although how strong she is, she still need people to talk to and a listener.

Don't want to talk liao la~ ah bo tomorrow my eyes will "bengkak" like dumpling.
~run to bed~

Slacker's Left Malaysia

12th May 2010, 9.30 p.m.
I took a plane alone and left my country~

This is my 1st time leave Malaysia and go to New Zealand, leaving my family, my friends and my best friends (SJB).That night, itu SJB cried since she arrived KLIA...

I keep find some joke to spare my attention, coz I don't want my tears to drop~.When the time to say goodbye, I really can't control my tears anymore....

After I hug my family & SJB tightly, I walked into the departure gate.
When plane taking off and I saw my home country become smaller and smaller I cried again.
That night, I cried twice....

while on the plane, I can't sleep at all~ I watched movie, listened to music.....
I don't want to make myself nothing to do coz I don't want to think too much.....

I'm on top of Australia

Malaysia Airlines Nasi Lemak... Yum~


Inside the plane

10 hours later, I arrived Auckland, New Zealand..... It's time to start a new life, meet some new people here...

Next post I will share my 1st time in New Zealand~