Thursday, December 22, 2011
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
I am not happy
Can't sleep well, can't eat well.....
Pissed off..... Hating...... Tired.... Exhausted.....
The most happy moment is sitting in front of my lappy, turn on the Facebook and sharing the happiness with my Auckland's friend.....
Why every time I don't feel good when I coming home? This should be my home, the place I live.
Every time stepped out from airplane and not more than 24 hours I already wanted to go back.
If I am not happy then why I still want to come back?
I thought things might change but seems like I was totally wrong....
Maybe this place doesn't belong to me.......
Pissed off..... Hating...... Tired.... Exhausted.....
The most happy moment is sitting in front of my lappy, turn on the Facebook and sharing the happiness with my Auckland's friend.....
Why every time I don't feel good when I coming home? This should be my home, the place I live.
Every time stepped out from airplane and not more than 24 hours I already wanted to go back.
If I am not happy then why I still want to come back?
I thought things might change but seems like I was totally wrong....
Maybe this place doesn't belong to me.......
Monday, December 5, 2011
That's why I don't want to come back.....
Empty promise again. I really hate it....
Every time I am home there is sure something bad happen.
Argue again which make me so damn tired. Got no strength for this anymore....
What's wrong with me if I save money for travel?
Why you always don't let me travel and want to cut down my money? This is the money I save for so long and so hard. Can you don't care my business?
I am honest with you because I am respecting you, if you don't want then don't try to promise me.
Now you take back your words and make me drop from heaven to hell. How mean are you?
I hate this kind of thing happen to me....
You said before you send me to oversea because you can effort it, now you complaint that I didn't think about you?
You want me to study medical, I drop my favourite event management just want to make you proud and happy....
How can you said I never think about you? I do everything for you and I know you also do everything for me.... so.... I very respect you....
I go travel and I never ask for you for a single penny, why you still want to break my dream?
You promised me everything that you will do for me when I come back and now you have done nothing for me and still want to cut down my money when you heard I got saving?
How can you do this to me? How can.....? How can...... ?
I still will go to travel.... because it is my dream and I won't let it go easily.....
Maybe not coming home is the right choice and also a peaceful way to do it.......
Next time, I won't tell you everything because I try to respect you but I don't get any respect from you.....
Every time I am home there is sure something bad happen.
Argue again which make me so damn tired. Got no strength for this anymore....
What's wrong with me if I save money for travel?
Why you always don't let me travel and want to cut down my money? This is the money I save for so long and so hard. Can you don't care my business?
I am honest with you because I am respecting you, if you don't want then don't try to promise me.
Now you take back your words and make me drop from heaven to hell. How mean are you?
I hate this kind of thing happen to me....
You said before you send me to oversea because you can effort it, now you complaint that I didn't think about you?
You want me to study medical, I drop my favourite event management just want to make you proud and happy....
How can you said I never think about you? I do everything for you and I know you also do everything for me.... so.... I very respect you....
I go travel and I never ask for you for a single penny, why you still want to break my dream?
You promised me everything that you will do for me when I come back and now you have done nothing for me and still want to cut down my money when you heard I got saving?
How can you do this to me? How can.....? How can...... ?
I still will go to travel.... because it is my dream and I won't let it go easily.....
Maybe not coming home is the right choice and also a peaceful way to do it.......
Next time, I won't tell you everything because I try to respect you but I don't get any respect from you.....
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Graduation
Today is my graduation, don't sleep good yesterday. Woke up early today and rush to the school helped my friend make up. Felt kind of nervous, sweated whole body.
I came to New Zealand already 1 and a half year. Now I am graduated from foundation study and going to University next year. I am not longer staying in Auckland and I am going to Palmerston North next year, have to separate with all my friend. It is kind of sad.
Honestly, I really enjoyed this whole year. I made some friends, they are from all over the world. We went travel together, had nice food together, studied together, went to pub together and we shared many things and memories. But, we are not longer together anymore.
Next year, everybody is going to different university have different life. Some people will not come back to New Zealand anymore, they going to Australia and set their life there which is very sad. They are nice and I really like them.
After graduation, we had a graduation dinner. The food is nice and our table is the most noisy table and we called it MAFIA group. Hahahaha....
We headed to a friend place to have some drinks, miss L drunk again and Mr. K had to take care her again like last time. Miss L told me before she like Mr. K, and I can feel she really like him. She don't know is it Mr. K feel the same on her, and she think Mr. K just like to tease her and treat her as a toy. From my eyes, I can feel that Mr.K also like miss L. I hope they can be a couple, because I really like Miss L and Mr. K very much.
4 more days I have to go back to Malaysia and have to separate with them, some I might meet them again while others I only will meet them if I got chance. I don't want the life in foundation year end like this, because I still want to hang out with them. So sad now.... and I don't feel like want to go back to Malaysia now. I just want to spend time with them even just a little time.
I came to New Zealand already 1 and a half year. Now I am graduated from foundation study and going to University next year. I am not longer staying in Auckland and I am going to Palmerston North next year, have to separate with all my friend. It is kind of sad.
Honestly, I really enjoyed this whole year. I made some friends, they are from all over the world. We went travel together, had nice food together, studied together, went to pub together and we shared many things and memories. But, we are not longer together anymore.
Next year, everybody is going to different university have different life. Some people will not come back to New Zealand anymore, they going to Australia and set their life there which is very sad. They are nice and I really like them.
After graduation, we had a graduation dinner. The food is nice and our table is the most noisy table and we called it MAFIA group. Hahahaha....
We headed to a friend place to have some drinks, miss L drunk again and Mr. K had to take care her again like last time. Miss L told me before she like Mr. K, and I can feel she really like him. She don't know is it Mr. K feel the same on her, and she think Mr. K just like to tease her and treat her as a toy. From my eyes, I can feel that Mr.K also like miss L. I hope they can be a couple, because I really like Miss L and Mr. K very much.
4 more days I have to go back to Malaysia and have to separate with them, some I might meet them again while others I only will meet them if I got chance. I don't want the life in foundation year end like this, because I still want to hang out with them. So sad now.... and I don't feel like want to go back to Malaysia now. I just want to spend time with them even just a little time.
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Superstitious
I am an atheist, I not really believe in god but I do believe a little bit of Feng Shui.
I got a lots of superstitious people around me, sometimes I really cannot accept what they said. I think this is just pushing the blame to god or ghost to make them feel better.
What is superstitious?
In my opinion, these kind of people believe in god, they think everything is brought by god or they might believe in soul (ghost) and also devil.
This kind of people might be high educated or low educated. High educated people mostly will believe in god (C society) and low educated people mostly believe in ghost, witch or soul (B society). They are easy to get brain wash by religion. They mostly are not businessman, or they just own a very small business.
I realized that being superstitious is related to the family they grow up. If they grow up in a family that believe in this kind of stuff, naturally they also will believe it. Most of them have a thing what I call "fantasy disease". They always said they can see a ghost, feel angel talking to them or god is watching them.
I just want to say, If this world "god" really exist, why still many people suffer from hunger? Why rich people always do bad things to get rich but never get punishment? If god really exist and he made a tsunami in year 2004 at Indonesia that killed over 230,000 innocent people, he still kind?
I not saying we shouldn't believe in god. What I have to say is don't be too superstitious, I think "god" is created by human. We always feel guilty when we done something wrong and we can't tell anybody else, so we created a "god" that can listen to our secret. We also created god to stop us from doing bad things and we believe in religion because we need something that can make our heart feel more secure. We also can blame everything bad to god, such as god give me a bad life.
For the smart people, they will use god as an excuse. They use god to start the war, they brain wash people and ask the people to fight, kill and conquered other people land. They said they do this for god, and they are the son or the person of god. People fight and kill then the smart people just sit there and be king, be rich, have power.
I believe Darwin's Theory more than "god". I believe the world is changing every single hour, but it happen very slow, I believe natural selection, the strongest survive, the weakest will die. This is the real world. "God" is just a people that live inside our heart to make us feel less guilty, feel secure and feel happy. When we have no more choice, we will start praying and hope miracle happen. It is good to believe in "god", because you won't do anything bad, but it is not good to be superstitious, because you only will push the blame to the "god" which makes you never improve for your whole life.
PS: If your religion to ask you stay away from your family, and you really do that. You are the stupidest person in this world. You must know, without your family there will be no you, if you don't exist how can you meet the "god"?
I got a lots of superstitious people around me, sometimes I really cannot accept what they said. I think this is just pushing the blame to god or ghost to make them feel better.
What is superstitious?
In my opinion, these kind of people believe in god, they think everything is brought by god or they might believe in soul (ghost) and also devil.
This kind of people might be high educated or low educated. High educated people mostly will believe in god (C society) and low educated people mostly believe in ghost, witch or soul (B society). They are easy to get brain wash by religion. They mostly are not businessman, or they just own a very small business.
I realized that being superstitious is related to the family they grow up. If they grow up in a family that believe in this kind of stuff, naturally they also will believe it. Most of them have a thing what I call "fantasy disease". They always said they can see a ghost, feel angel talking to them or god is watching them.
I just want to say, If this world "god" really exist, why still many people suffer from hunger? Why rich people always do bad things to get rich but never get punishment? If god really exist and he made a tsunami in year 2004 at Indonesia that killed over 230,000 innocent people, he still kind?
I not saying we shouldn't believe in god. What I have to say is don't be too superstitious, I think "god" is created by human. We always feel guilty when we done something wrong and we can't tell anybody else, so we created a "god" that can listen to our secret. We also created god to stop us from doing bad things and we believe in religion because we need something that can make our heart feel more secure. We also can blame everything bad to god, such as god give me a bad life.
For the smart people, they will use god as an excuse. They use god to start the war, they brain wash people and ask the people to fight, kill and conquered other people land. They said they do this for god, and they are the son or the person of god. People fight and kill then the smart people just sit there and be king, be rich, have power.
I believe Darwin's Theory more than "god". I believe the world is changing every single hour, but it happen very slow, I believe natural selection, the strongest survive, the weakest will die. This is the real world. "God" is just a people that live inside our heart to make us feel less guilty, feel secure and feel happy. When we have no more choice, we will start praying and hope miracle happen. It is good to believe in "god", because you won't do anything bad, but it is not good to be superstitious, because you only will push the blame to the "god" which makes you never improve for your whole life.
PS: If your religion to ask you stay away from your family, and you really do that. You are the stupidest person in this world. You must know, without your family there will be no you, if you don't exist how can you meet the "god"?
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Pissed Off
Just now I am asking someone to give some opinion for my food blog, and the answer he is giving make me damn pissed off.
I know I am not a pro blogger, I didn't take good pictures like his brother, but I spend a lots of time for creating that blog. The reason I created that blog is not to show off how great is my cooking skill, but I just want to share with all the people who can't cook and living outside that can make a simple and nice food for themselves. So my instruction is easy and make people can more understand clearly.
I am also not a photographer, I don't take good photo. I just like to take food photo because I like to eat. Even the food doesn't look delicious, but I am not graduated from culinary. Please don't think the blog is from an expert that study culinary or a chef. If you don't understand my new blog title please google it, it means my little cook book not my chef life or expert cook book.
I cook all the dishes by my truly heart, I enjoy it. So please don't pour the "cold water" (ironic) that all the food look bad or not like the real expert food. I am not selling food advertising here, no matter how it look as long as it taste good.
At last I just want to say, if you don't like it, please stop pour cold water on me. I don't like it and I feel very insulted, it make me feel irritated just like my sis.
PS: If you think you can have a better blog or more expert blog, how about you make 1 and turn it become famous?
I know I am not a pro blogger, I didn't take good pictures like his brother, but I spend a lots of time for creating that blog. The reason I created that blog is not to show off how great is my cooking skill, but I just want to share with all the people who can't cook and living outside that can make a simple and nice food for themselves. So my instruction is easy and make people can more understand clearly.
I am also not a photographer, I don't take good photo. I just like to take food photo because I like to eat. Even the food doesn't look delicious, but I am not graduated from culinary. Please don't think the blog is from an expert that study culinary or a chef. If you don't understand my new blog title please google it, it means my little cook book not my chef life or expert cook book.
I cook all the dishes by my truly heart, I enjoy it. So please don't pour the "cold water" (ironic) that all the food look bad or not like the real expert food. I am not selling food advertising here, no matter how it look as long as it taste good.
At last I just want to say, if you don't like it, please stop pour cold water on me. I don't like it and I feel very insulted, it make me feel irritated just like my sis.
PS: If you think you can have a better blog or more expert blog, how about you make 1 and turn it become famous?
Thursday, November 17, 2011
New Blog
I have open another blog again.
Last time I also got another blog, but that blog is just use as an assignment for my school.
Now this blog is different and this blog will teach you how to cook in the simplest way and I also will introduce some nice restaurant in Malaysia or New Zealand ( so far never have a nice food in New Zealand because it is too expensive... haaha)
My new food blog is:
mon livre de recettes peu means my little cook book in french. Welcome you all to take a view... especially beginner cooker.
and if can introduce to your friend~ thanks...
Last time I also got another blog, but that blog is just use as an assignment for my school.
Now this blog is different and this blog will teach you how to cook in the simplest way and I also will introduce some nice restaurant in Malaysia or New Zealand ( so far never have a nice food in New Zealand because it is too expensive... haaha)
My new food blog is:
http://mon-livre-de-recettes-peu.blogspot.com/
mon livre de recettes peu means my little cook book in french. Welcome you all to take a view... especially beginner cooker.
and if can introduce to your friend~ thanks...
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Moody Day
Today woke up at 12pm at 1st plan to go to library to study after my lunch, while taking the bus.... I suddenly feel don't want to go down from bus. Then I decided to take the bus until final stop.
I hope the bus just go without stopping.... I don't know why I am so moody today.... I have no mood to study... Keep want to eat.... Want to be alone.
Maybe final is here and stress? Since I was born I never study so hard like now and I know I already messed up my Math A, I am so worried that I cant get into University. If I can't get into University how am I going to do? Will my mother give me second chance? I don't know.....
Today I walked whole day and eat whole day~ I don't want to go to library, I don't want to go back home, I don't even know where I want to go.... I sit on the bus and hope the bus don't have destiny... I ate noodle... ice-cream.... dumpling.... fries.... and coffee..... in 6 hours.... and I still feel want to eat....
Am I stress? Am I going to crazy? I don't know.... I feel moody and no more mood to study even though I still have 2 subjects to go..... I hope tomorrow my mood will turn better because I really need to study~!!
I hope the bus just go without stopping.... I don't know why I am so moody today.... I have no mood to study... Keep want to eat.... Want to be alone.
Maybe final is here and stress? Since I was born I never study so hard like now and I know I already messed up my Math A, I am so worried that I cant get into University. If I can't get into University how am I going to do? Will my mother give me second chance? I don't know.....
Today I walked whole day and eat whole day~ I don't want to go to library, I don't want to go back home, I don't even know where I want to go.... I sit on the bus and hope the bus don't have destiny... I ate noodle... ice-cream.... dumpling.... fries.... and coffee..... in 6 hours.... and I still feel want to eat....
Am I stress? Am I going to crazy? I don't know.... I feel moody and no more mood to study even though I still have 2 subjects to go..... I hope tomorrow my mood will turn better because I really need to study~!!
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Accident
Today I brought a pack of uncooked sweet potatoes for my friend (L). Then during lunch time, something happened.....
Me: let's try to put the sweet potato inside microwave see can cook or not.
L: I scared it will "boom"
Me: I think won't......
L: OK then.... how many minutes?
Me: 5mins?
L: OK
1mins...... passed..... and everything seems normal......
after few minutes passed..........
other friend call A shout: Wah~ What's wrong with the microwave?
ME & L turn over......
The white smoke and burn smell came out from microwave~~
L quickly run to press stop and open the microwave....
The smoke raised and the burning smell spread out to whole 1st floor.
Every body walked away from the pantry, me and L quickly walked out too and pretend the sweet potato are not ours.....
When we walk out, teachers ran in and see what happen.
Luckily the smoke alarm didn't rang....... hahahahhaha....
Hope that the CCTV didn't caught our face. The lesson I learned is do not put sweet potato inside the microwave...... but overall is quite fun.
Me: let's try to put the sweet potato inside microwave see can cook or not.
L: I scared it will "boom"
Me: I think won't......
L: OK then.... how many minutes?
Me: 5mins?
L: OK
1mins...... passed..... and everything seems normal......
after few minutes passed..........
other friend call A shout: Wah~ What's wrong with the microwave?
ME & L turn over......
The white smoke and burn smell came out from microwave~~
L quickly run to press stop and open the microwave....
The smoke raised and the burning smell spread out to whole 1st floor.
Every body walked away from the pantry, me and L quickly walked out too and pretend the sweet potato are not ours.....
When we walk out, teachers ran in and see what happen.
Luckily the smoke alarm didn't rang....... hahahahhaha....
Hope that the CCTV didn't caught our face. The lesson I learned is do not put sweet potato inside the microwave...... but overall is quite fun.
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
My Morality Value
Tomorrow have a test about the short story we read on this whole year. So I went to an extra class from other teacher to get some information.
There is a story about the children of a farmer not willing to take over the farm and all move to city to find their live. The farmer only wish is just wish his children will come back to with him. My teacher also told us that people no only steal your money, but the money has been stolen will get back. People also will steal your reputation, your pride and everything which is hard to get back, because your behaviour make you lost it.
but....
Did I done something wrong or my behaviour and attitude has a big problem? Why everybody stole my reputation and my pride. Is it really my fault? I don't know...... My reputation already gone from many years ago, I lost it myself because my attitude when I was primary school. I want to take it back, but nobody have give me any chance. I can't even speak out, because nobody will believe me anymore.
I started to close my heart because I don't want to get hurt, but I realised I came here I open my heart so I become very weak now. I cry for little things, I cry for people hurting me. I don't like the way I am now. Everyday I hate myself more and more, hate myself why become so weak. Why easy to get bully? Why so care about people talking about me?
So... I plan to stay in New Zealand after I graduate. I know my mum will want me to go back to Malaysia, I can feel it. But I already disappointed with my family. I feel so upset because none of them are supporting me. Although I already know since I came here but I am calm not mean that I am not hurt.
I don't want to go back because I don't to to face them and I still need to pretend I am happy to see them. I am tired of acting, especially in front of the family. I know many things, maybe I should say too many. Sometimes I wish I didn't know anything just like my brother.
2 more months I will go back to Malaysia. My feeling is complicated, sometimes I am homesick feel want to go back to meet my mother and friends. Sometimes I am unsecured because I don't know what gossip will come out again.
If every year my mum and SJB can come New Zealand to visit me, then I no need to go back anymore. I having a very peaceful life now and I really hate to see my brother, my sister, my relatives, and all the Bantingish's clown face.
I just want to say:
There is a story about the children of a farmer not willing to take over the farm and all move to city to find their live. The farmer only wish is just wish his children will come back to with him. My teacher also told us that people no only steal your money, but the money has been stolen will get back. People also will steal your reputation, your pride and everything which is hard to get back, because your behaviour make you lost it.
but....
Did I done something wrong or my behaviour and attitude has a big problem? Why everybody stole my reputation and my pride. Is it really my fault? I don't know...... My reputation already gone from many years ago, I lost it myself because my attitude when I was primary school. I want to take it back, but nobody have give me any chance. I can't even speak out, because nobody will believe me anymore.
I started to close my heart because I don't want to get hurt, but I realised I came here I open my heart so I become very weak now. I cry for little things, I cry for people hurting me. I don't like the way I am now. Everyday I hate myself more and more, hate myself why become so weak. Why easy to get bully? Why so care about people talking about me?
So... I plan to stay in New Zealand after I graduate. I know my mum will want me to go back to Malaysia, I can feel it. But I already disappointed with my family. I feel so upset because none of them are supporting me. Although I already know since I came here but I am calm not mean that I am not hurt.
I don't want to go back because I don't to to face them and I still need to pretend I am happy to see them. I am tired of acting, especially in front of the family. I know many things, maybe I should say too many. Sometimes I wish I didn't know anything just like my brother.
2 more months I will go back to Malaysia. My feeling is complicated, sometimes I am homesick feel want to go back to meet my mother and friends. Sometimes I am unsecured because I don't know what gossip will come out again.
If every year my mum and SJB can come New Zealand to visit me, then I no need to go back anymore. I having a very peaceful life now and I really hate to see my brother, my sister, my relatives, and all the Bantingish's clown face.
I just want to say:
I HATE YOU ALL FOREVER, I WILL NOT FORGIVE AND FORGET WHAT YOU ALL HAVE DONE TO ME TILL I DIE~!
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Finally I moved~
Yesterday moved out form my old apartment because the contract already end. I just want to shock YEAH~!!!
Finally move out.... no need to see that ugly cheapskate housemate~!! Woohoo~~!!
Now the new house is more far than my old apartment. I have to walk around 20 mins everyday and the road is up and down hill... quite tired....
Overall, it is quite good, I pay the same rent as old apartment, but I have my own bathroom and include water, electricity and internet which is awesome. The room have a big wardrobe that I love. So far the host treat me quite good, but don't know after that.
Final exam is coming soon and I still haven't revise anything yet, I am so worry but I don't have energy to study which is bad, but I have to hide this laptop and study really hard...
Hope I can do well in my final exam............
Finally move out.... no need to see that ugly cheapskate housemate~!! Woohoo~~!!
Now the new house is more far than my old apartment. I have to walk around 20 mins everyday and the road is up and down hill... quite tired....
Overall, it is quite good, I pay the same rent as old apartment, but I have my own bathroom and include water, electricity and internet which is awesome. The room have a big wardrobe that I love. So far the host treat me quite good, but don't know after that.
Final exam is coming soon and I still haven't revise anything yet, I am so worry but I don't have energy to study which is bad, but I have to hide this laptop and study really hard...
Hope I can do well in my final exam............
Sunday, August 14, 2011
How Long Can I Stand For My Flatmate?
How long can I stand for my flatmate with her ironic, her attitude and her look~!!
I changed my temper since I am in New Zealand, I seldom angry and lazy to work my mind to think too much. But..... When my volcano going to erupt?
Well~~ I bet it will be soon.....
She make me feel more sick day after day~
Make me feel disgusting night after night~
Everyday non-stop ironic, non-stop being busy body and non-stop acting......
Ironic:
Everyday make joke about my body figure, I know I am fat but fat isn't guilty~!!
At first I don't mind, but how about everyday?? No matter I sit, I eat, I lying down on bed, I talk... She never ever stop laughing at me. I am a human and I have feeling ok~ Does she think she know me long enough and can make this joke??
Even my friends who have longer friendship with me will know what time to make joke and whats time to stop~!
Attitude:
Never clean the house, never clean the table after finish her breakfast.
Has kinda mental problem, everyday when we walk together, she will suddenly laugh out loud although we didn't talk anything. Scary~!!
Always think she is sick, this sick... that sick.... even a small red dot always think that she is going to die~
Cannot make decision~ at first planned to stay on Dec and ready for our house next contract, but suddenly want to go back again.
Ask people go shopping with her, but at last didn't buy anything and spend fucking more time in browsing. Say want to eat roast chicken and suddenly say go eat sushi.
Eat food with a super loud "nyom... nyom...." voice~ ( almost like my toy YQ), when I sleep I also can heard.
What people eat also want to eat and when in canteen, the way she look at my friend's food can feel is kinda awkward.
Never say sorry~ I really don't understand is it "Sorry" is hard to speak out??? Every time I started to become angry, she just pretend nothing but the "sorry" never appear from her mouth~
Look:
I don't mean to judge people from face, but when u know you are not pretty... Please don't like to act cute or pretty ok~ Ewww~~~
Small eyes, flat nose, square with lots of pores face still want to act cute~ Can you imagine???
With this kinda face still want to pose a cute face, such as put hands on face or naive clap~~~
Some more think she is pretty~!! Sometimes she say something like this : You mean I am not pretty la~! and what I can do is "press" my heart so hard and say: No~ I don't mean that~!
O.o""""
My friends and family in Malaysia always said that I have a bad temper, easy to get angry. My mum ask me to control my temper.
When you all saw my attitude in New Zealand, I bet you all will shocked and surprise, because I live with this kinda people half year without erupt~
PS: I realised that many chinese people only bully their friends and ask them doing this and that, but got bullied by strangers especially the local people here.
I changed my temper since I am in New Zealand, I seldom angry and lazy to work my mind to think too much. But..... When my volcano going to erupt?
Well~~ I bet it will be soon.....
She make me feel more sick day after day~
Make me feel disgusting night after night~
Everyday non-stop ironic, non-stop being busy body and non-stop acting......
Ironic:
Everyday make joke about my body figure, I know I am fat but fat isn't guilty~!!
At first I don't mind, but how about everyday?? No matter I sit, I eat, I lying down on bed, I talk... She never ever stop laughing at me. I am a human and I have feeling ok~ Does she think she know me long enough and can make this joke??
Even my friends who have longer friendship with me will know what time to make joke and whats time to stop~!
Attitude:
Never clean the house, never clean the table after finish her breakfast.
Has kinda mental problem, everyday when we walk together, she will suddenly laugh out loud although we didn't talk anything. Scary~!!
Always think she is sick, this sick... that sick.... even a small red dot always think that she is going to die~
Cannot make decision~ at first planned to stay on Dec and ready for our house next contract, but suddenly want to go back again.
Ask people go shopping with her, but at last didn't buy anything and spend fucking more time in browsing. Say want to eat roast chicken and suddenly say go eat sushi.
Eat food with a super loud "nyom... nyom...." voice~ ( almost like my toy YQ), when I sleep I also can heard.
What people eat also want to eat and when in canteen, the way she look at my friend's food can feel is kinda awkward.
Never say sorry~ I really don't understand is it "Sorry" is hard to speak out??? Every time I started to become angry, she just pretend nothing but the "sorry" never appear from her mouth~
Look:
I don't mean to judge people from face, but when u know you are not pretty... Please don't like to act cute or pretty ok~ Ewww~~~
Small eyes, flat nose, square with lots of pores face still want to act cute~ Can you imagine???
With this kinda face still want to pose a cute face, such as put hands on face or naive clap~~~
Some more think she is pretty~!! Sometimes she say something like this : You mean I am not pretty la~! and what I can do is "press" my heart so hard and say: No~ I don't mean that~!
O.o""""
My friends and family in Malaysia always said that I have a bad temper, easy to get angry. My mum ask me to control my temper.
When you all saw my attitude in New Zealand, I bet you all will shocked and surprise, because I live with this kinda people half year without erupt~
PS: I realised that many chinese people only bully their friends and ask them doing this and that, but got bullied by strangers especially the local people here.
Saturday, July 16, 2011
Bersih? Kotor?
Lately, I heard a lots about Malaysia "Bersih" news on internet~
Actually I am curious what is "bersih" stand for?
Really clean vote, clean politic rule?
I don't think so....
Do you really think that in politic world can play fair?
tell you what.... none of the politicians will play fair in this world. Not only politician, I should say the world isn't fair~
"Fair" is just a word that appear in the dictionary, not reality.
Now you fighting for fair and clean, when the prime minister get down from his position, do you really think the future prime minister will play fair?
Everybody said, now price of goods in Malaysia is keep increasing because of the lame prime minister. Tell you what not only the goods in Malaysia in increasing, but is all over the world. I am living in New Zealand, and do you know here the price of goods increased rapidly?
Which politician really care about citizens? Which politicians really service citizens? Which politician become politician not because of money?
Do you really think the "god" type of politician exist?
Politician is also a normal human, they need to earn money, they need to feed their family. A good politician is how they play the trick without knowing by citizens and benefits the country.
A bad politician is playing the trick obviously and meanly.
A stupid politician is playing fair, and talk straight because he will get trouble or get killed very quickly.
A smart politician is know how to power up the citizens power and making riot then benefit him to climb to the highest hill~
Now we fighting for "bersih", when your fighting success. When are you going to fight another "bersih" again??
This fight isn't going to end forever? We fight, we making riot, we protest. Do we really will get what we want? or do we really know what we fight for?
I bet not many people know that, because we are social group animal, we fight because our group is simply fight for it.
In Malaysia, you can fight for what you want. This is really a freedom and god gifted.
Do you know if you are in "SOME" country, you can't even stand up and speak loud, because you don't have rights to do so.
In the "SOME" country, the famous leader of anti government will get caught and stay in prison forever without any reason. The none-famous leaders will disappear in this world forever.
If we considered as a no freedom to speak, how about the people in "SOME" country? They don't have any human right. Who are politician who is the boss and rule the country.
I am not asking people to stop fight for it, I also not support in any group. I am just a normal person giving my mid point view. No offense, no support, just simply giving opinion in this post.
Actually I am curious what is "bersih" stand for?
Really clean vote, clean politic rule?
I don't think so....
Do you really think that in politic world can play fair?
tell you what.... none of the politicians will play fair in this world. Not only politician, I should say the world isn't fair~
"Fair" is just a word that appear in the dictionary, not reality.
Now you fighting for fair and clean, when the prime minister get down from his position, do you really think the future prime minister will play fair?
Everybody said, now price of goods in Malaysia is keep increasing because of the lame prime minister. Tell you what not only the goods in Malaysia in increasing, but is all over the world. I am living in New Zealand, and do you know here the price of goods increased rapidly?
Which politician really care about citizens? Which politicians really service citizens? Which politician become politician not because of money?
Do you really think the "god" type of politician exist?
Politician is also a normal human, they need to earn money, they need to feed their family. A good politician is how they play the trick without knowing by citizens and benefits the country.
A bad politician is playing the trick obviously and meanly.
A stupid politician is playing fair, and talk straight because he will get trouble or get killed very quickly.
A smart politician is know how to power up the citizens power and making riot then benefit him to climb to the highest hill~
Now we fighting for "bersih", when your fighting success. When are you going to fight another "bersih" again??
This fight isn't going to end forever? We fight, we making riot, we protest. Do we really will get what we want? or do we really know what we fight for?
I bet not many people know that, because we are social group animal, we fight because our group is simply fight for it.
In Malaysia, you can fight for what you want. This is really a freedom and god gifted.
Do you know if you are in "SOME" country, you can't even stand up and speak loud, because you don't have rights to do so.
In the "SOME" country, the famous leader of anti government will get caught and stay in prison forever without any reason. The none-famous leaders will disappear in this world forever.
If we considered as a no freedom to speak, how about the people in "SOME" country? They don't have any human right. Who are politician who is the boss and rule the country.
I am not asking people to stop fight for it, I also not support in any group. I am just a normal person giving my mid point view. No offense, no support, just simply giving opinion in this post.
Saturday, July 2, 2011
Racism
Is it racism in Malaysia so famous in the world? I think it is....
Last week I was going to peace and justice department in New Zealand to stamp my passport copies for applying university. There is a Indian old man in charge in stamping our passport copies and my friend is the 1st one who going inside, when she came out she said the people just ask a few simple question. When it was my turn, the conversation start:
P/J: hmm~ you are Malaysian.
Me: Yes...
P/J: You want to get PR here right?
Me: hehe... hope so... ( why he suddenly ask this question and why he is so sure i want be a PR?)
Me: Is it many Malaysian come to New Zealand to get PR?
P/J: Ya... are you "bumiputra" ?
Me: No...
P/J: That's why~! You are non-bumiputra and you know what I mean right?
Me: haha... O.o" yes... I know...
Me: Are you a Malaysian too?
P/J: No, I am from Sri Lanka and I work in Malaysia (Petaling Jaya) before, I know whats the problem there....
Me: I see.... O.o"
At last the peace and justice didn't ask me any question, the whole process we just chat about PR and hinting the racism in Malaysia. I was so surprise that people from other country know our own problem. This make me feel shame and as a Malaysian I really don't know how to reply all his words. What I can do is just keep smiling all the way.
I hope this problem will solve it one day.... If our country not racists, maybe our country is the most developed country in South East Asia. I just feel that actually our country really is stepping backward~
Last week I was going to peace and justice department in New Zealand to stamp my passport copies for applying university. There is a Indian old man in charge in stamping our passport copies and my friend is the 1st one who going inside, when she came out she said the people just ask a few simple question. When it was my turn, the conversation start:
P/J: hmm~ you are Malaysian.
Me: Yes...
P/J: You want to get PR here right?
Me: hehe... hope so... ( why he suddenly ask this question and why he is so sure i want be a PR?)
Me: Is it many Malaysian come to New Zealand to get PR?
P/J: Ya... are you "bumiputra" ?
Me: No...
P/J: That's why~! You are non-bumiputra and you know what I mean right?
Me: haha... O.o" yes... I know...
Me: Are you a Malaysian too?
P/J: No, I am from Sri Lanka and I work in Malaysia (Petaling Jaya) before, I know whats the problem there....
Me: I see.... O.o"
At last the peace and justice didn't ask me any question, the whole process we just chat about PR and hinting the racism in Malaysia. I was so surprise that people from other country know our own problem. This make me feel shame and as a Malaysian I really don't know how to reply all his words. What I can do is just keep smiling all the way.
I hope this problem will solve it one day.... If our country not racists, maybe our country is the most developed country in South East Asia. I just feel that actually our country really is stepping backward~
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Nagging~ Nagging and Nagging
Just now met my housemate at the library, and she make me puke again~!!
Since I met her in the library, the 1st word she is asking is: How is your study?
(because the mid-course exam is coming soon and I know everybody is busy on studying.)
I said today I not planning to study, I just want to finish my homework and stuff.
Then, she said she saw others came to library, and she said: See~ everybody is studying, just only u are not study~!
I am silent and didn't say anything.
After that, again....
She: When do you want to study??
My emotion straight away BOOM~! and I said: Why everybody study mean I have to study? Why you so care that I am study or not?
Actually I just want to say: it is none of your business that i m studying or not, please don't bother me. I know she want to know when I am going to study and she want to be faster step than me....
If she want to study I won't stop her, but please don't keep nagging and asking because i feel very fed up and want to puke.
The exam is not tomorrow or next week.... I still have time to do my revision. If I am no mood in study, no matter how I pretend to be hardworking, it also won't go into my mind.
I don't want to pretend study to let everyone look at. I will study when I am needed.
Please don't be so busy body. I hate people nag at me, keep asking me and keep want to compared with me~
I AM SICK OF THIS KINDA PEOPLE~!
Since I met her in the library, the 1st word she is asking is: How is your study?
(because the mid-course exam is coming soon and I know everybody is busy on studying.)
I said today I not planning to study, I just want to finish my homework and stuff.
Then, she said she saw others came to library, and she said: See~ everybody is studying, just only u are not study~!
I am silent and didn't say anything.
After that, again....
She: When do you want to study??
My emotion straight away BOOM~! and I said: Why everybody study mean I have to study? Why you so care that I am study or not?
Actually I just want to say: it is none of your business that i m studying or not, please don't bother me. I know she want to know when I am going to study and she want to be faster step than me....
If she want to study I won't stop her, but please don't keep nagging and asking because i feel very fed up and want to puke.
The exam is not tomorrow or next week.... I still have time to do my revision. If I am no mood in study, no matter how I pretend to be hardworking, it also won't go into my mind.
I don't want to pretend study to let everyone look at. I will study when I am needed.
Please don't be so busy body. I hate people nag at me, keep asking me and keep want to compared with me~
I AM SICK OF THIS KINDA PEOPLE~!
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
燕窩的营养价值
As we know bird nest lately is very popular in Malaysia. Many people start to breed and feed the swallow for their bird nest.Pure bird nest price can from RM2,200 per Kg to 4,000 per Kg.
But are we really need bird nest? or Do bird nest really can give us the protein that we want??
I search on internet and this is the result I got from Wikipedia.
燕窝中含有50%的蛋白质，30%的碳水化合物，5%的铁，3%的其他矿物质，以及1.4%的纤维素。燕窝的蛋白质主要是上皮细胞分泌的黏蛋白（换句话也 就是口水），其中它只含有1种必需氨基酸（赖氨酸），3种条件性（某些人群缺乏的）必需氨基酸。 而人体需要8种必需氨基酸，13种条件性必需氨基酸，因此，燕窝的蛋白质营养价值极低，这一点已为动物试验证实。给大鼠饲喂燕窝加上另外一种成分单一 的食物，会产生蛋白性营养不良。也就是说，燕窝蛋白质的营养价值在数量，而不在质量上。但通常人们“偶尔为之”的食用量在数量上来说微不足道，因此，燕窝 在蛋白质方面的营养价值，还远远不如各种肉类、大豆等高蛋白食品。 碳水化合物对并不缺乏营养的人群来说没有营养学意义，二两燕窝能提供345大卡的热量，相当于二两米糕或者面包，而价格上相差上万倍了。 说到铁和矿物质的含量，燕窝的确算是佼佼者。但燕窝尤其是血燕中的矿物，是来自自然矿物的渗透或者是燕子筑巢中带入的杂质，这些矿物是无机物，人体对 它们吸收甚少或者根本就不会吸收，因此其营养价值可以忽略不计。 最后一项有营养意义的成分是纤维素，这一成分含量平常，吃一个苹果就抵得上4两燕窝中所含纤维素了。 总而言之，燕窝成分功能单一，不像我们所吃的其他食物，大部分是全细胞性食物，富含有机生命需要的各种原料，从营养学价值上来说，燕窝只是一种低级食 品，营养有限。
Actually, I am not really support people breed the swallow, because when we breed them of course their quantity will grow rapidly. When the quantity of swallow increased, their food will decrease. This will destroyed the environment cycle.
Another reason I not support in swallow breeding is because we didn't really know does the swallow have any disease or not? If swallows bring the disease to us, how we going to defend it because of the quantity amount already growing huge?
Do produce bird nest = safe and high profit??
Maybe now it is.... but how about future and how about the Earth??
But are we really need bird nest? or Do bird nest really can give us the protein that we want??
I search on internet and this is the result I got from Wikipedia.
燕窝中含有50%的蛋白质，30%的碳水化合物，5%的铁，3%的其他矿物质，以及1.4%的纤维素。燕窝的蛋白质主要是上皮细胞分泌的黏蛋白（换句话也 就是口水），其中它只含有1种必需氨基酸（赖氨酸），3种条件性（某些人群缺乏的）必需氨基酸。 而人体需要8种必需氨基酸，13种条件性必需氨基酸，因此，燕窝的蛋白质营养价值极低，这一点已为动物试验证实。给大鼠饲喂燕窝加上另外一种成分单一 的食物，会产生蛋白性营养不良。也就是说，燕窝蛋白质的营养价值在数量，而不在质量上。但通常人们“偶尔为之”的食用量在数量上来说微不足道，因此，燕窝 在蛋白质方面的营养价值，还远远不如各种肉类、大豆等高蛋白食品。 碳水化合物对并不缺乏营养的人群来说没有营养学意义，二两燕窝能提供345大卡的热量，相当于二两米糕或者面包，而价格上相差上万倍了。 说到铁和矿物质的含量，燕窝的确算是佼佼者。但燕窝尤其是血燕中的矿物，是来自自然矿物的渗透或者是燕子筑巢中带入的杂质，这些矿物是无机物，人体对 它们吸收甚少或者根本就不会吸收，因此其营养价值可以忽略不计。 最后一项有营养意义的成分是纤维素，这一成分含量平常，吃一个苹果就抵得上4两燕窝中所含纤维素了。 总而言之，燕窝成分功能单一，不像我们所吃的其他食物，大部分是全细胞性食物，富含有机生命需要的各种原料，从营养学价值上来说，燕窝只是一种低级食 品，营养有限。
Actually, I am not really support people breed the swallow, because when we breed them of course their quantity will grow rapidly. When the quantity of swallow increased, their food will decrease. This will destroyed the environment cycle.
Another reason I not support in swallow breeding is because we didn't really know does the swallow have any disease or not? If swallows bring the disease to us, how we going to defend it because of the quantity amount already growing huge?
Do produce bird nest = safe and high profit??
Maybe now it is.... but how about future and how about the Earth??
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
Are we carnivore or herbivore?
Nowadays, many people become a vegetarian. Some people think that killing animal is cruel and mean. Some people think that only vegetables is healthy but meat ain't. Some people also think that humans are actually a herbivore, because our teeth is flat and without a canine.
Is it a true that human is a herbivore?
The answer is wrong. Actually our body need meats to make protein and many vitamins and mineral that vegetables can't give us. Our body cannot support without having any meat; we will feel tired, moody and even become stupid.
Who say that animals with canine must be carnivore and animals with flat teeth must be herbivore?
This is just a primary school knowledge.
Gorilla have big canine right? but do you know that gorilla is a vegetarian? The canine is just a communication between the same species.
There is a reason why our teeth is flat unlike other carnivore.
We invented some weapon to hunt, and fire to cook. This make us doesn't need to use teeth to hunt and take long time to chew, so our teeth reduced and become flat.
If you are a vegetarian and don't want to eat meat, you have to take many minerals, vitamins, and protein tablets to keep yourself healthy. To be a vegetarian is not only have vegetables only, this would not make you healthy but you will be more tired and lack of strength.
If you want to be a healthy vegetarian, you must eat many types of vitamins to meet your daily needs.
Or...
you can be a half vegetarian, which is have vegetables, milk products, egg products and fish products.
Please don't listen to some people that telling you human are herbivore~!
This is untruth and ridiculous~!
PS: Vegetables also have life; they just can't speak and move, but they have emotion just like a human too~ If you think eating an animals is cruel, why don't you think that when you eat vegetables, you are eating a living things who are disable? Which one is more cruel??
Fun Fact: Did you know plants can communicated with each other by releasing a chemical?
( this is just my personal comment, it doesn't mean to offense anyone.)
Is it a true that human is a herbivore?
The answer is wrong. Actually our body need meats to make protein and many vitamins and mineral that vegetables can't give us. Our body cannot support without having any meat; we will feel tired, moody and even become stupid.
Who say that animals with canine must be carnivore and animals with flat teeth must be herbivore?
This is just a primary school knowledge.
Gorilla have big canine right? but do you know that gorilla is a vegetarian? The canine is just a communication between the same species.
There is a reason why our teeth is flat unlike other carnivore.
We invented some weapon to hunt, and fire to cook. This make us doesn't need to use teeth to hunt and take long time to chew, so our teeth reduced and become flat.
If you are a vegetarian and don't want to eat meat, you have to take many minerals, vitamins, and protein tablets to keep yourself healthy. To be a vegetarian is not only have vegetables only, this would not make you healthy but you will be more tired and lack of strength.
If you want to be a healthy vegetarian, you must eat many types of vitamins to meet your daily needs.
Or...
you can be a half vegetarian, which is have vegetables, milk products, egg products and fish products.
Please don't listen to some people that telling you human are herbivore~!
This is untruth and ridiculous~!
PS: Vegetables also have life; they just can't speak and move, but they have emotion just like a human too~ If you think eating an animals is cruel, why don't you think that when you eat vegetables, you are eating a living things who are disable? Which one is more cruel??
Fun Fact: Did you know plants can communicated with each other by releasing a chemical?
( this is just my personal comment, it doesn't mean to offense anyone.)
Monday, May 16, 2011
16th May 2011
At library again~ studying biology for tomorrow test. Tired and fed up so decided to update my blog~!
Last week went to "Yam Cha" with group of classmates and feel good~ but still feel bad coz spending too much money~ aha~!
My housemate really make me puke, just want to shout at her and slap her. Today while we on math class, people who know me well will know that I always like to see around and I can't focus in 1 place only. Many people say this is good and my majesty also said that I have a very good of sense people feeling by looking them. But... this is the 1st time I do not get the praise for my this ability~! I just want to scream WTF~!
This is how the story begin:
I: haha~ today the class so silent and everybody is doing the work.
She: Why you always look at something that is not important?
I: I am a person who are easy to lost my attention.
She: OH~! means that you always take care something that is not related with you~!(busy body)
I: This have advantages you know?
She: HAHAHAHA~! I didn't know that being busy body have advantages~!
I: This is not a busy body~ This will be very useful in the reality world. In this world you must know how to look through people from face and what the expression they show, so you only know did people get bored on you or did your boss mad at you~~!!!!
Sometimes she keep laughing at me, especially my mandarin pronunciation. I am not from China of course my pronunciation is different. But every time she speak English, I really feel dizzy and want to puke~! So fake and keep on want to act the English's essence. To speak a good English is not to learn the essence, is learn to understand different English that different country speaks.
I realised that I really don't like people from CHINA~!! Even I am friend with them but the way they speak and their attitude really make me so so sick~! How much they are educated, they still lack of common sense, lack of politeness and lack of manner~!
I don't mean to offense but I really want to say this: "Orang dari hutan memang orang yang dari hutan"
Now my temper is really controlled well. If I am still the last time who have bad temper. I already fight with them.
PS: Even I dance she also laugh at me~! She laugh but she don't even know how to move her body~! Arghh~! Sometime really feel hard to communicate with an animal~!!!!
Last week went to "Yam Cha" with group of classmates and feel good~ but still feel bad coz spending too much money~ aha~!
My housemate really make me puke, just want to shout at her and slap her. Today while we on math class, people who know me well will know that I always like to see around and I can't focus in 1 place only. Many people say this is good and my majesty also said that I have a very good of sense people feeling by looking them. But... this is the 1st time I do not get the praise for my this ability~! I just want to scream WTF~!
This is how the story begin:
I: haha~ today the class so silent and everybody is doing the work.
She: Why you always look at something that is not important?
I: I am a person who are easy to lost my attention.
She: OH~! means that you always take care something that is not related with you~!(busy body)
I: This have advantages you know?
She: HAHAHAHA~! I didn't know that being busy body have advantages~!
I: This is not a busy body~ This will be very useful in the reality world. In this world you must know how to look through people from face and what the expression they show, so you only know did people get bored on you or did your boss mad at you~~!!!!
Sometimes she keep laughing at me, especially my mandarin pronunciation. I am not from China of course my pronunciation is different. But every time she speak English, I really feel dizzy and want to puke~! So fake and keep on want to act the English's essence. To speak a good English is not to learn the essence, is learn to understand different English that different country speaks.
I realised that I really don't like people from CHINA~!! Even I am friend with them but the way they speak and their attitude really make me so so sick~! How much they are educated, they still lack of common sense, lack of politeness and lack of manner~!
I don't mean to offense but I really want to say this: "Orang dari hutan memang orang yang dari hutan"
Now my temper is really controlled well. If I am still the last time who have bad temper. I already fight with them.
PS: Even I dance she also laugh at me~! She laugh but she don't even know how to move her body~! Arghh~! Sometime really feel hard to communicate with an animal~!!!!
Saturday, May 14, 2011
Waiheke Island
Last month, I had 2 weeks holiday and I suggested with my friends that going to Waiheke Island.
We paid $49 per person for the ferry and tour bus on the island. The island is look good, but 1 day not really enough for us to travel. We plan to go again next year.
This island is kinda nice, maybe not nice for snorkeling or scuba diving... but is really nice to walking around and do some olive and wine tasting.
We went there around 11a.m. and the tour bus brought us to circle around the island and took around 2 hours...
Then, we were having a cheap and wonderful lunch which is steak and coffee only $15. The steak is fabulous and the restaurant is nice, just beside the beach.
After that, we planned to go to olive farm and vine yard.Too bad that we didn't went to the olive farm, because when we went there the farm is already closed. As you know, in New Zealand everything is open late and close early. Luckily the vine yard open until 5p.m. We visited the one of the world's top10 must visit vineyard.
The wine tasting price is about $3-$6 quarter of the glass. The wine tasted super good, much better than the wine that sell at the super market. I strongly recommend "Fallen Angel" desert wine for those who like sweet taste, especially girls.
Overall, I will scored Waiheke Island a 4/5 stars.
Waiheke Island Photos:
We paid $49 per person for the ferry and tour bus on the island. The island is look good, but 1 day not really enough for us to travel. We plan to go again next year.
This island is kinda nice, maybe not nice for snorkeling or scuba diving... but is really nice to walking around and do some olive and wine tasting.
We went there around 11a.m. and the tour bus brought us to circle around the island and took around 2 hours...
Then, we were having a cheap and wonderful lunch which is steak and coffee only $15. The steak is fabulous and the restaurant is nice, just beside the beach.
After that, we planned to go to olive farm and vine yard.Too bad that we didn't went to the olive farm, because when we went there the farm is already closed. As you know, in New Zealand everything is open late and close early. Luckily the vine yard open until 5p.m. We visited the one of the world's top10 must visit vineyard.
The wine tasting price is about $3-$6 quarter of the glass. The wine tasted super good, much better than the wine that sell at the super market. I strongly recommend "Fallen Angel" desert wine for those who like sweet taste, especially girls.
Overall, I will scored Waiheke Island a 4/5 stars.
Waiheke Island Photos:
Sunday, May 8, 2011
9th May 2011
Sitting on the library~ do nothing~ on top my table is a geography file but I don't feel want to read it. I been very busy since last week and just hope today i can get a good relaxing night~
Yesterday was mother's day and I forgot to call my mum~! What a shame~!
Called my mum just now and she was having brunch and my sister is there too~!
My mum ask her to talk to me, but she refused it. Is she angry with me??? I have no idea~ she is kinda sensitive (so do I). Maybe I had told something or made something that make her mad??
Whatever~! Who cares....
My sis-in-law finally had her dream come true~! Had a handsome baby boy~! Congrats to her~
and congrats to me that 1st time I scored a highest mark in the class in biology test~! I bet the "kia shu" korean guy sure very mad, not only he is mad but some people are mad too~! Coz they think I do not deserve the marks coz I never study hard~! But.... Again.... WHO CARES~!
This post is kinda not my style?
nah~ I just exhausted and speechless~ I am relaxing the peaceful environment that the library gave me~! (thanks library)~
YQ sent me a message in MSN while I was updating this post, as usual I just ignored her~ coz I am fed up to tease her anymore~! and hope not to see her again?
Already in New Zealand 5 months and still remain single. Always ask the god when he gonna give me a smart, loyal guy? This answer only he will know~!
Going to have human geography final exam soon...
Even I am so blur in the class, but the result are surprising me~ Hope that my final exam will have a good result too~!
Finally, wish all the mummy in the world:
Yesterday was mother's day and I forgot to call my mum~! What a shame~!
Called my mum just now and she was having brunch and my sister is there too~!
My mum ask her to talk to me, but she refused it. Is she angry with me??? I have no idea~ she is kinda sensitive (so do I). Maybe I had told something or made something that make her mad??
Whatever~! Who cares....
My sis-in-law finally had her dream come true~! Had a handsome baby boy~! Congrats to her~
and congrats to me that 1st time I scored a highest mark in the class in biology test~! I bet the "kia shu" korean guy sure very mad, not only he is mad but some people are mad too~! Coz they think I do not deserve the marks coz I never study hard~! But.... Again.... WHO CARES~!
This post is kinda not my style?
nah~ I just exhausted and speechless~ I am relaxing the peaceful environment that the library gave me~! (thanks library)~
YQ sent me a message in MSN while I was updating this post, as usual I just ignored her~ coz I am fed up to tease her anymore~! and hope not to see her again?
Already in New Zealand 5 months and still remain single. Always ask the god when he gonna give me a smart, loyal guy? This answer only he will know~!
Going to have human geography final exam soon...
Even I am so blur in the class, but the result are surprising me~ Hope that my final exam will have a good result too~!
Finally, wish all the mummy in the world:
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Dreamz...
Have you dream about something logically and few days or even few months later it really happen?
My cousin told me this before, but I never take it serious and I don't really believe it.
Last time I dreamt that I was late to the school and few days later it really happened~ I never been late to school since I am in New Zealand.
Actually dream is very amazing~
What you are dreaming also can shows that how creative you are~
People who are more creativity, their dream will be more fantasy compared with others.
Do you know that you are dreaming all night when you sleep?
My biology lecturer told me that we will keep dreaming while we sleep.
Mostly we won't remember our dream at all, but sometimes we do.
When we sleep, our brain is non-stop working, it make you dream.
Just like a computer need to renew their data or reprogram the data.
Do you know that your dream is not unique, maybe there are thousand of people have similar dream with you~
Calvin S. Hall collected more than 50,000 dream reports and it was found that people all over the world dream of mostly the same things.
Lastly, I just want to recommend a movie. " Inception"
My cousin told me this before, but I never take it serious and I don't really believe it.
Last time I dreamt that I was late to the school and few days later it really happened~ I never been late to school since I am in New Zealand.
Actually dream is very amazing~
What you are dreaming also can shows that how creative you are~
People who are more creativity, their dream will be more fantasy compared with others.
Do you know that you are dreaming all night when you sleep?
My biology lecturer told me that we will keep dreaming while we sleep.
Mostly we won't remember our dream at all, but sometimes we do.
When we sleep, our brain is non-stop working, it make you dream.
Just like a computer need to renew their data or reprogram the data.
Do you know that your dream is not unique, maybe there are thousand of people have similar dream with you~
Calvin S. Hall collected more than 50,000 dream reports and it was found that people all over the world dream of mostly the same things.
Lastly, I just want to recommend a movie. " Inception"
This movie is talk about dream~ very nice~!
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Comment About Chinese
Although I am in Auckland, but here is just like a China Town~
Almost 50% are Asian.
Recently, I share an apartment with a girl who come from China....
She make me think a lot of things about them and most of them are in negative way.
I realized they won't say sorry when they done something wrong.
-My housemate fart in front of me, I say why you didn't say excuse me?
she just quite and fart again without excuse me~!
They always think how good how good they are... and how bad how bad people are...
- This is make me sick of it.
They like to complaint this and that behind, but they never dare to complaint in front of the people( kiwis or western people)
- If you not dare to complaint then don't always say how angry are you and how brave are u.
They are lack of hygiene.
- My housemate never clean the table after having her meal and she didn't shave her armpit hair~!
- and I heard from my Hong Kong friend and people who visit to China~ They said the people in China can pee in the mall or park~!
Ironic
- sometimes I feel my housemate are ironic at me~ She talk about something that with a her smile face, but it doesn't sound like a joke at all~
* for example: "you always seems like relax and never busy with your life." (she mean I am lazy)
* "you not suitable for study, you suitable for work." ( mean I'm wasting my time in study?)
* " you can be a host, coz u like to explain the movie." (because when I was watching movie, you like to interupt me and keep asking me why this and why that. So, I need to explain all the stuff to make u shut up~!)
Almost 50% are Asian.
Recently, I share an apartment with a girl who come from China....
She make me think a lot of things about them and most of them are in negative way.
I realized they won't say sorry when they done something wrong.
-My housemate fart in front of me, I say why you didn't say excuse me?
she just quite and fart again without excuse me~!
They always think how good how good they are... and how bad how bad people are...
- This is make me sick of it.
They like to complaint this and that behind, but they never dare to complaint in front of the people( kiwis or western people)
- If you not dare to complaint then don't always say how angry are you and how brave are u.
They are lack of hygiene.
- My housemate never clean the table after having her meal and she didn't shave her armpit hair~!
- and I heard from my Hong Kong friend and people who visit to China~ They said the people in China can pee in the mall or park~!
Ironic
- sometimes I feel my housemate are ironic at me~ She talk about something that with a her smile face, but it doesn't sound like a joke at all~
* for example: "you always seems like relax and never busy with your life." (she mean I am lazy)
* "you not suitable for study, you suitable for work." ( mean I'm wasting my time in study?)
* " you can be a host, coz u like to explain the movie." (because when I was watching movie, you like to interupt me and keep asking me why this and why that. So, I need to explain all the stuff to make u shut up~!)
Monday, April 18, 2011
I'm mad~!
- Recently, I started to become sensitive again. People who like to gossip about me won't let me go even I am in New Zealand. I really dont understand why they like to take gossiping as a hobby~
- I already move out from my cousin place after live with her for few months, I'm moving out because I need my privacy place and bedroom to study. I cant stand the enviroment in their house, enviroment that like to gossip, being busy body, being so babarian, etc.
- I didnt pay for the rent to them, and I think is good that if I move out and I sure they will be happy... but...
- They gossiping me again, especially my cousin... she can spread my topic to Malaysia by phoning~ I am so impressed she can do it... She spread to some people and the "some" people told my mum and ask my mum not to give me money at all~!
- WTF~! why you guys so care how much money my mum give me for living cost and do you all have any rights to stop my mum from giving me money?
- I just want to shout loudly here:
- This is my own business and please take care your own business~ I dont need you all to take care me. I dont need you guys to convince my mum and I dont you guys to be busybody~!
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Holiday
Having a 2 weeks holiday and without doing anything~ Make me kinda guilty~
Just saw my cousin's blog, know how hardworking he is now and look at me~ Now~ I am piece of shit~ lying down at home, psping, watching drama and not willing to read a single book~
I dont know why this year I become so lazy and moody, I failed my chemistry and I hope to drop it, but as my majesty want me to take some something related in medicine field in University... I must take chemistry~
My housemate said I not suitable for study and I am suit for working, coz I know all the trick that playing in this reality world~ but, is it an ironic??? I told her I will not want to work coz when I start working I have to pay all the bill by myself~ Is it true???
I dont know, maybe this is just an excuse to let me escape from the reality world. I know my mum send me her and I've spent hills of money~ but I really need something to push me now~ I am lack of energy to move on and my laziness has popping out again~
Dad~! If you can hear me in heaven~ Please give your daughter a hard push to let me finish my education successfully in New Zealand~
Just saw my cousin's blog, know how hardworking he is now and look at me~ Now~ I am piece of shit~ lying down at home, psping, watching drama and not willing to read a single book~
I dont know why this year I become so lazy and moody, I failed my chemistry and I hope to drop it, but as my majesty want me to take some something related in medicine field in University... I must take chemistry~
My housemate said I not suitable for study and I am suit for working, coz I know all the trick that playing in this reality world~ but, is it an ironic??? I told her I will not want to work coz when I start working I have to pay all the bill by myself~ Is it true???
I dont know, maybe this is just an excuse to let me escape from the reality world. I know my mum send me her and I've spent hills of money~ but I really need something to push me now~ I am lack of energy to move on and my laziness has popping out again~
Dad~! If you can hear me in heaven~ Please give your daughter a hard push to let me finish my education successfully in New Zealand~
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
I am glad that I am a Malaysian
As a Malaysian, we always think that our country is sucks, not fair and no freedom. We always think other country is the best and better than us~ do you really think so?? Yesterday, I was talking to my housemate who are come from China. She talk to me how the government rule their country. As more I heard as more I think it is sucks~
We can receive many news everyday, including the bad news of our politician.
Their government cover all the truth and the news is only showing how good is their government and how bad is the world.
We can choose to vote who be our government, even it is not fair.
They have not rights to do that. Once the government realised some organisation is getting bigger, they will start to destroyed the organisation.
We have rights to choose our religion.
They have not rights at all, they been brain washing since they are small, they been brain wash that religion are a things that will lead you to an evil place.
We can choose to care or not care about the politics.
They have to study how good is their politics since primary school.
We can get our negative news from Internet or world news.
They government block all the negative news in China, and only show them how good they are and never stop brain washing.
We know actually some disease or problem are origins from China.
Government of China will push the blame to other country and said it caused by other country then spread to China.
We can know they we are not really happy with our government attitude and we also can get news that HK people are not really happy when it announced to return to China.
But the government tells all the Chinese, HK are super happy and only few of them are not happy. For the people who are not happy are their enemy.
The government brain wash them since they were born, they use the power of multimedia to change the truth. Government lie to them and say their country is the best. They are calling republic is because they are going to create a fair country ( no rich and no poor). They say non-republic country are evil. Using workers and Boss to rule the world, always have upper class and lower class.
If you are a Malaysian Chinese and you think you are from china ( the people of dragon). I just want to tell you all.... Then you go back to China~!
Even our country is not the best, but we still have our own mind and thinking. Even the government like to create racism, but we never got brain wash. We really should glad that we are from Malaysian. After heard this from my friend and I really think that I am so glad because I am a Malaysian.
We can receive many news everyday, including the bad news of our politician.
Their government cover all the truth and the news is only showing how good is their government and how bad is the world.
We can choose to vote who be our government, even it is not fair.
They have not rights to do that. Once the government realised some organisation is getting bigger, they will start to destroyed the organisation.
We have rights to choose our religion.
They have not rights at all, they been brain washing since they are small, they been brain wash that religion are a things that will lead you to an evil place.
We can choose to care or not care about the politics.
They have to study how good is their politics since primary school.
We can get our negative news from Internet or world news.
They government block all the negative news in China, and only show them how good they are and never stop brain washing.
We know actually some disease or problem are origins from China.
Government of China will push the blame to other country and said it caused by other country then spread to China.
We can know they we are not really happy with our government attitude and we also can get news that HK people are not really happy when it announced to return to China.
But the government tells all the Chinese, HK are super happy and only few of them are not happy. For the people who are not happy are their enemy.
The government brain wash them since they were born, they use the power of multimedia to change the truth. Government lie to them and say their country is the best. They are calling republic is because they are going to create a fair country ( no rich and no poor). They say non-republic country are evil. Using workers and Boss to rule the world, always have upper class and lower class.
If you are a Malaysian Chinese and you think you are from china ( the people of dragon). I just want to tell you all.... Then you go back to China~!
Even our country is not the best, but we still have our own mind and thinking. Even the government like to create racism, but we never got brain wash. We really should glad that we are from Malaysian. After heard this from my friend and I really think that I am so glad because I am a Malaysian.
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Life is not just study
I found out nowadays all the student just study study study... get highest score in the school or university. But they don't have single general knowledge in their life~
Life in not only study, u hit a super high score in your study but you have nothing to know about in common sense. Do you think you will be successful?
For me, I don't think so...
First of all, i already move out from my cousin place~! YEAH~!
I share an apartment with my school mate and she is from China.
She quite a good girl~ actually I have nothing to comment about her, but she and some girls from China let me realised something.
They didn't shave their armpit hair~~!!!
When I saw her armpit at the 1st time I was totally stunned and speechless~
I just want to say: dear-dear I have found someone has more armpit hair than you~!
plus when I ask her some general things her answer will same like dear-dear ( don't know).
Last few weeks, I was having dinner with my cousin and I spoke out some general question, such as maybe my phone condemn because of the pressure of airplane???? Everybody hear that and laugh at me~ is it so funny???
No~! I don't think so~
I know the pressure in the sky and under the sea will be more higher that on earth.
so, if the phone condemn because the pressure, it will make sense.
why not?
I know many people think I am ridiculous and telling something that they think are funny~!
This is not because it is funny, it make sense~ u know~
Or... maybe should I say I am thinking too much of the ridiculous stuff?
Life in not only study, u hit a super high score in your study but you have nothing to know about in common sense. Do you think you will be successful?
For me, I don't think so...
First of all, i already move out from my cousin place~! YEAH~!
I share an apartment with my school mate and she is from China.
She quite a good girl~ actually I have nothing to comment about her, but she and some girls from China let me realised something.
They didn't shave their armpit hair~~!!!
When I saw her armpit at the 1st time I was totally stunned and speechless~
I just want to say: dear-dear I have found someone has more armpit hair than you~!
plus when I ask her some general things her answer will same like dear-dear ( don't know).
Last few weeks, I was having dinner with my cousin and I spoke out some general question, such as maybe my phone condemn because of the pressure of airplane???? Everybody hear that and laugh at me~ is it so funny???
No~! I don't think so~
I know the pressure in the sky and under the sea will be more higher that on earth.
so, if the phone condemn because the pressure, it will make sense.
why not?
I know many people think I am ridiculous and telling something that they think are funny~!
This is not because it is funny, it make sense~ u know~
Or... maybe should I say I am thinking too much of the ridiculous stuff?
I started to confused already~
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Lack of Common Sense
Few days ago, when I was waiting to go into the science lab...
There was a group of student (my classmate) who are from Hong Kong, and they was talking to each other.
Their conversation make me surprise and pissed~
This is their conversation:
A: I think Singaporean and Malaysian English is poor~
B: Agreed~ I can't understand what's the president of Singapore while he spoke English.
A: ya~ their English is so poor.
B: bla... bla.. bla...
A: bla... bla.. bla...
I was beside them and I was like : WTF~!! If Singapore English considered as bad then what should I should say about your English??? SUCKS??? Damn SUCKS??? or..... extremely super sucks???
Some of the China people really lack of general knowledge...
Maybe our English is full of our essence like " la, lo, ma, leh..."
but I believe that our English is more more more better that you guys/girls.
and some of the China people not only judge the languages, but they also judge the other country and think their country is the best, is the most high class country in the world~
( If you think that then why u came to NZ?)
For my advise, please don't try to guess and thought it is real in all the things that you don't even know about it~!
There was a group of student (my classmate) who are from Hong Kong, and they was talking to each other.
Their conversation make me surprise and pissed~
This is their conversation:
A: I think Singaporean and Malaysian English is poor~
B: Agreed~ I can't understand what's the president of Singapore while he spoke English.
A: ya~ their English is so poor.
B: bla... bla.. bla...
A: bla... bla.. bla...
I was beside them and I was like : WTF~!! If Singapore English considered as bad then what should I should say about your English??? SUCKS??? Damn SUCKS??? or..... extremely super sucks???
Some of the China people really lack of general knowledge...
Maybe our English is full of our essence like " la, lo, ma, leh..."
but I believe that our English is more more more better that you guys/girls.
and some of the China people not only judge the languages, but they also judge the other country and think their country is the best, is the most high class country in the world~
( If you think that then why u came to NZ?)
For my advise, please don't try to guess and thought it is real in all the things that you don't even know about it~!
Languages doesn't have standardised, Languages only have localised~~
Friday, February 4, 2011
I Really Don't Understand~
I know a girl~ let's call her Miss A.
Miss A recently like to show off, but this miss A not a rich people. She keep pretending she is high class, a boss and a rich people.
Miss A have a BF, she always show off to people that how nice is her BF and so on so on, but we didn't think that. We just think that miss A has been cheated by her BF, because she always paying the bill for him.
Lately, she like to travel and she don't have any pennies, but she still want to go travel and show off that how great the life she has now. She always pretending she has money but only we know that sometimes she is damn poor. (poor till no money to have meal)
All the people just said how envy they are in front of her, but at behind her everybody is laughing at her....
Sometimes I really don't understand why people who actually are not so wealthy like to pretending they are. Is it for fun or is a "face" problem?
Why some people can't just admit that they are poor.
This kind of people don't like to facing the reality. They like to live in their own fantasy.
The cannot accept all the advises, why they like to listen is just the word that suit them.
In Chinese have a sentence called "don't wear a hat that doesn't fit your head". This is because you are the one who will suffer.
What I can give the advise for miss A is - there are 2 things that is cannot be pretended. First is pretend to be rich, second is pretend to have a lot of knowledge.
Miss A recently like to show off, but this miss A not a rich people. She keep pretending she is high class, a boss and a rich people.
Miss A have a BF, she always show off to people that how nice is her BF and so on so on, but we didn't think that. We just think that miss A has been cheated by her BF, because she always paying the bill for him.
Lately, she like to travel and she don't have any pennies, but she still want to go travel and show off that how great the life she has now. She always pretending she has money but only we know that sometimes she is damn poor. (poor till no money to have meal)
All the people just said how envy they are in front of her, but at behind her everybody is laughing at her....
Sometimes I really don't understand why people who actually are not so wealthy like to pretending they are. Is it for fun or is a "face" problem?
Why some people can't just admit that they are poor.
This kind of people don't like to facing the reality. They like to live in their own fantasy.
The cannot accept all the advises, why they like to listen is just the word that suit them.
In Chinese have a sentence called "don't wear a hat that doesn't fit your head". This is because you are the one who will suffer.
What I can give the advise for miss A is - there are 2 things that is cannot be pretended. First is pretend to be rich, second is pretend to have a lot of knowledge.
Pretending will not make u gain anything, but it will make you loose all the things~!
Tired... Tired... Tired
Second week of school....
Only tired and tired and tired....
In pre-foundation, courses are easy and everyday can slack.
Study until 2.30p.m. then can be relax for whole day.
What about now?
Study until 4.30p.m. and need 1 hour time to get back my cousin house ( I still can't find any apartment that suits me ) >.<""
Everyday with tired body, and I realised that in foundation level there are a lot of professional. I really worried that I can't get a top result and many classes I have no mood to listen b'coz of too tired~
The way teachers teaching is fast.
In pre, teacher teaching speed just like a tortoise but now the tortoise has transform into rabbit. So fast.... I almost can't follow.....
No mood to study, no mood doing anything.... everyday just tired tired and tired...
Hope I can quickly move to city because I really need a good environment to study...
I don't want everyday wake up early and go back home with a tired body.
Oh God~! please help me to get a good apartment and provide me a good study environment please~
I'm going to kill myself if I keep this situation going on~!!!!!
Only tired and tired and tired....
In pre-foundation, courses are easy and everyday can slack.
Study until 2.30p.m. then can be relax for whole day.
What about now?
Study until 4.30p.m. and need 1 hour time to get back my cousin house ( I still can't find any apartment that suits me ) >.<""
Everyday with tired body, and I realised that in foundation level there are a lot of professional. I really worried that I can't get a top result and many classes I have no mood to listen b'coz of too tired~
The way teachers teaching is fast.
In pre, teacher teaching speed just like a tortoise but now the tortoise has transform into rabbit. So fast.... I almost can't follow.....
No mood to study, no mood doing anything.... everyday just tired tired and tired...
Hope I can quickly move to city because I really need a good environment to study...
I don't want everyday wake up early and go back home with a tired body.
Oh God~! please help me to get a good apartment and provide me a good study environment please~
I'm going to kill myself if I keep this situation going on~!!!!!
Friday, January 28, 2011
1st Week Of School~
Back from Malaysia already 2 weeks...
This is the 1st week of my school, I've been extremely busy for this week. Hope that next week I will be OK with it.
What I m busy for???
1) The Timetable: I almost insane when I got my time table, I changed it for 3-4 times. At last it settled down.
2) The Class: This intake's classes is freaking full, I have to attend to the class early to get a good seats. (Today I went to a new class and I was the earliest 1, so I sat on the front row. Then, 3 China girls came in and keep looking at me. Finally~ 1 of them open their mouth~)
Girl A: Excuse me~ This is my seat
Me: So... You want me to change with you? (She also at front row)
All Girls: That's also our seats....
Me: I can't see if I sit behind ( I not mean to get my butt up... and duhh~ the seats didn't stick your name OK??)
3) I'm hardly to pay attention on class on this week. Maybe I not enough sleep and the class are going so fast.
4) Because of I still living in my cousin house now, so I can't make dinner then I have to lunch at restaurant or cafe. This cost me a lot and also the bus fees. (but I will start move to apartment on this weekend)
I've pass a super tired, busy and blur week. Hope that next week everything should going well~!
This is the 1st week of my school, I've been extremely busy for this week. Hope that next week I will be OK with it.
What I m busy for???
1) The Timetable: I almost insane when I got my time table, I changed it for 3-4 times. At last it settled down.
2) The Class: This intake's classes is freaking full, I have to attend to the class early to get a good seats. (Today I went to a new class and I was the earliest 1, so I sat on the front row. Then, 3 China girls came in and keep looking at me. Finally~ 1 of them open their mouth~)
Girl A: Excuse me~ This is my seat
Me: So... You want me to change with you? (She also at front row)
All Girls: That's also our seats....
Me: I can't see if I sit behind ( I not mean to get my butt up... and duhh~ the seats didn't stick your name OK??)
3) I'm hardly to pay attention on class on this week. Maybe I not enough sleep and the class are going so fast.
4) Because of I still living in my cousin house now, so I can't make dinner then I have to lunch at restaurant or cafe. This cost me a lot and also the bus fees. (but I will start move to apartment on this weekend)
I've pass a super tired, busy and blur week. Hope that next week everything should going well~!
@_@""
Saturday, January 15, 2011
Never Been Respect
Already a month I didn't update my blog. This is because that I have a vacation in Malaysia and always together with SJB and she make me don't have time to update my blog~ hahahah~ kidding~
Anyways, now I already back to New Zealand again~
Going back to school on next week~
Before I came back to New Zealand, my cousin told me that her daughter (Miss P) gonna follow me back to New Zealand.
1st, I'm ok with it, then once I know that her daughter didn't apply visa when want to come with me, I started to worried. I keep asking why she don't want to apply a visa, but they just told me don't need visa. (luckily that her daughter can pass thru...)
Then, I was thinking to change some NZ Dollars before I come back~ I lied that I will change around 1,000 NZD.
When Miss P's uncle heard that then she asked me to pass 500 dollars to Miss P, so she got more money and more secure when want to pass thru.
I was like: WTF! Why i change money have to pass 500 to her?????
After that, my cousin called me asked me to do a few favor for her, actually is not a few but is lot favor.....>.<
1st-Asked me to help her daughter take the badminton rackets.
2nd-Asked me to buy liquor but never pay 1st.
3rd-Asked me to borrow her daughter camera so she will more look like a tourist.
4rd-When guest visit to her house asked me to give my hard drive to them coz I got the movie.
5th-Asked her daughter to bring back the back that I brought their stuff, when her daughter don't want then asked her daughter to tell me to bring......
(before I go back to Malaysia they already ask me to bring a lots of things~ actually I'm ok with it .... but when luggage overweight they asked me hand carry.
Their clothes already 5KG + my lappy those stuff 6KG = I have to carried 11KG >.<
They would not ask that will bother me or will bring the troublesome to me~ They just asking me do this and that, like I must do for them.
I don't like people keep ask me to do this and that (especially order me) and if I didn't do they can angry at me but I have no rights to mad at them~
Why can't they think if they were me.... whats their feeling???
Because of my mum ask me to clam my temper and I have to save money
(coz I have stay her place for a week and when I go back I can put all my stuff on her place)
So, I have to clam myself and not to erupt~
PS: While I was writing this post, my cousin saw my Heineken pendrive. When I told her is free then she ask why don't I take 1 more for her??
WTH~!!
Even I got 1 more pendrive, I also have a rights to choose who I want to give to ok~!!!
Anyways, now I already back to New Zealand again~
Going back to school on next week~
Before I came back to New Zealand, my cousin told me that her daughter (Miss P) gonna follow me back to New Zealand.
1st, I'm ok with it, then once I know that her daughter didn't apply visa when want to come with me, I started to worried. I keep asking why she don't want to apply a visa, but they just told me don't need visa. (luckily that her daughter can pass thru...)
Then, I was thinking to change some NZ Dollars before I come back~ I lied that I will change around 1,000 NZD.
When Miss P's uncle heard that then she asked me to pass 500 dollars to Miss P, so she got more money and more secure when want to pass thru.
I was like: WTF! Why i change money have to pass 500 to her?????
After that, my cousin called me asked me to do a few favor for her, actually is not a few but is lot favor.....>.<
1st-Asked me to help her daughter take the badminton rackets.
2nd-Asked me to buy liquor but never pay 1st.
3rd-Asked me to borrow her daughter camera so she will more look like a tourist.
4rd-When guest visit to her house asked me to give my hard drive to them coz I got the movie.
5th-Asked her daughter to bring back the back that I brought their stuff, when her daughter don't want then asked her daughter to tell me to bring......
(before I go back to Malaysia they already ask me to bring a lots of things~ actually I'm ok with it .... but when luggage overweight they asked me hand carry.
Their clothes already 5KG + my lappy those stuff 6KG = I have to carried 11KG >.<
They would not ask that will bother me or will bring the troublesome to me~ They just asking me do this and that, like I must do for them.
I don't like people keep ask me to do this and that (especially order me) and if I didn't do they can angry at me but I have no rights to mad at them~
Why can't they think if they were me.... whats their feeling???
Because of my mum ask me to clam my temper and I have to save money
(coz I have stay her place for a week and when I go back I can put all my stuff on her place)
So, I have to clam myself and not to erupt~
PS: While I was writing this post, my cousin saw my Heineken pendrive. When I told her is free then she ask why don't I take 1 more for her??
WTH~!!
Even I got 1 more pendrive, I also have a rights to choose who I want to give to ok~!!!
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