Graduation

Today is my graduation, don't sleep good yesterday. Woke up early today and rush to the school helped my friend make up. Felt kind of nervous, sweated whole body.

I came to New Zealand already 1 and a half year. Now I am graduated from foundation study and going to University next year. I am not longer staying in Auckland and I am going to Palmerston North next year, have to separate with all my friend. It is kind of sad.

Honestly, I really enjoyed this whole year. I made some friends, they are from all over the world. We went travel together, had nice food together, studied together, went to pub together and we shared many things and memories. But, we are not longer together anymore.

Next year, everybody is going to different university have different life. Some people will not come back to New Zealand anymore, they going to Australia and set their life there which is very sad. They are nice and I really like them.

After graduation, we had a graduation dinner. The food is nice and our table is the most noisy table and we called it MAFIA group. Hahahaha....

We headed to a friend place to have some drinks, miss L drunk again and Mr. K had to take care her again like last time. Miss L told me before she like Mr. K, and I can feel she really like him. She don't know is it Mr. K feel the same on her, and she think Mr. K just like to tease her and treat her as a toy. From my eyes, I can feel that Mr.K also like miss L. I hope they can be a couple, because I really like Miss L and Mr. K very much.

4 more days I have to go back to Malaysia and have to separate with them, some I might meet them again while others I only will meet them if I got chance. I don't want the life in foundation year end like this, because I still want to hang out with them. So sad now.... and I don't feel like want to go back to Malaysia now. I just want to spend time with them even just a little time.

Superstitious

I am an atheist, I not really believe in god but I do believe a little bit of Feng Shui.

I got a lots of superstitious people around me, sometimes I really cannot accept what they said. I think this is just pushing the blame to god or ghost to make them feel better.

What is superstitious?
In my opinion, these kind of people believe in god, they think everything is brought by god or they might believe in soul (ghost) and also devil.

This kind of people might be high educated or low educated. High educated people mostly will believe in god (C society) and low educated people mostly believe in ghost, witch or soul (B society). They are easy to get brain wash by religion. They mostly are not businessman, or they just own a very small business.

I realized that being superstitious is related to the family they grow up. If they grow up in a family that believe in this kind of stuff, naturally they also will believe it. Most of them have a thing what I call "fantasy disease". They always said they can see a ghost, feel angel talking to them or god is watching them.

I just want to say, If this world "god" really exist, why still many people suffer from hunger? Why rich people always do bad things to get rich but never get punishment? If god really exist and he made a tsunami in year 2004 at Indonesia that killed over 230,000 innocent people, he still kind?

I not saying we shouldn't believe in god. What I have to say is don't be too superstitious, I think "god" is created by human. We always feel guilty when we done something wrong and we can't tell anybody else, so we created a "god" that can listen to our secret. We also created god to stop us from doing bad things and we believe in religion because we need something that can make our heart feel more secure. We also can blame everything bad to god, such as god give me a bad life.

For the smart people, they will use god as an excuse. They use god to start the war, they brain wash people and ask the people to fight, kill and conquered other people land. They said they do this for god, and they are the son or the person of god. People fight and kill then the smart people just sit there and be king, be rich, have power.

I believe Darwin's Theory more than "god". I believe the world is changing every single hour, but it happen very slow, I believe natural selection, the strongest survive, the weakest will die. This is the real world. "God" is just a people that live inside our heart to make us feel less guilty, feel secure and feel happy. When we have no more choice, we will start praying and hope miracle happen. It is good to believe in "god", because you won't do anything bad, but it is not good to be superstitious, because you only will push the blame to the "god" which makes you never improve for your whole life.

PS: If your religion to ask you stay away from your family, and you really do that. You are the stupidest person in this world. You must know, without your family there will be no you, if you don't exist how can you meet the "god"?

Pissed Off

Just now I am asking someone to give some opinion for my food blog, and the answer he is giving make me damn pissed off.

I know I am not a pro blogger, I didn't take good pictures like his brother, but I spend a lots of time for creating that blog. The reason I created that blog is not to show off how great is my cooking skill, but I just want to share with all the people who can't cook and living outside that can make a simple and nice food for themselves. So my instruction is easy and make people can more understand clearly.

I am also not a photographer, I don't take good photo. I just like to take food photo because I like to eat. Even the food doesn't look delicious, but I am not graduated from culinary. Please don't think the blog is from an expert that study culinary or a chef. If you don't understand my new blog title please google it, it means my little cook book not my chef life or expert cook book.

I cook all the dishes by my truly heart, I enjoy it. So please don't pour the "cold water" (ironic) that all the food look bad or not like the real expert food. I am not selling food advertising here, no matter how it look as long as it taste good.

At last I just want to say, if you don't like it, please stop pour cold water on me. I don't like it and I feel very insulted, it make me feel irritated just like my sis.

PS: If you think you can have a better blog or more expert blog, how about you make 1 and turn it become famous?

New Blog

I have open another blog again.
Last time I also got another blog, but that blog is just use as an assignment for my school.

Now this blog is different and this blog will teach you how to cook in the simplest way and I also will introduce some nice restaurant in Malaysia or New Zealand ( so far never have a nice food in New Zealand because it is too expensive... haaha)

My new food blog is:

http://mon-livre-de-recettes-peu.blogspot.com/

mon livre de recettes peu means my little cook book in french. Welcome you all to take a view... especially beginner cooker.

and if can introduce to your friend~ thanks...

Moody Day

Today woke up at 12pm at 1st plan to go to library to study after my lunch, while taking the bus.... I suddenly feel don't want to go down from bus. Then I decided to take the bus until final stop.

I hope the bus just go without stopping.... I don't know why I am so moody today.... I have no mood to study... Keep want to eat.... Want to be alone.

Maybe final is here and stress? Since I was born I never study so hard like now and I know I already messed up my Math A, I am so worried that I cant get into University. If I can't get into University how am I going to do? Will my mother give me second chance? I don't know.....

Today I walked whole day and eat whole day~ I don't want to go to library, I don't want to go back home, I don't even know where I want to go.... I sit on the bus and hope the bus don't have destiny... I ate noodle... ice-cream.... dumpling.... fries.... and coffee..... in 6 hours.... and I still feel want to eat....

Am I stress? Am I going to crazy? I don't know.... I feel moody and no more mood to study even though I still have 2 subjects to go..... I hope tomorrow my mood will turn better because I really need to study~!!