Home Sick

The day-light service started on this Monday. When winter it is 4 hours different between New Zealand and Malaysia. Now, it changed to 5 hours different. Winter the Sun is super lazy, around 6pm already sunset and till early 7 you will never see the Sun yet. Summer Sun wake up early and go to bed late.
This kinda timing for Malaysian is kinda weird eh?
The flower start to bloom and the tree comes out with new leaves. ( you will never see this in Malaysia.)

Lately, I have a home sick.
Thinking of going back to Malaysia madly, but I also think a lot of things.
# would my mother let me go back?
# would the aunties gossip me when i go back?
# would I be lonely if go back?
# I should stay here find job or go back?

I really miss my mum, friends and my country~ (maybe I'm too lonely here?)

My Friends

Crazy

Recently, I was attracted with a guy who has a beautiful eye color. (Mr. S)
Mr.S is friend of my previous flatmates, I know him since we throw a party last 2 weeks.
He study the same building but not same floor with me.
-let's just go to the topic-

1st time I met him, I don't have any special feeling.
ok ok~ maybe there's some feeling? ( I don't know)
I always "terserempak" ( meet accidentally) him on the road and school.
Don't know since when my heart started beating so fast when I met him.
( this is the 2nd time my heart beating fast for a guy.)
My soul will be taken when I look into his eye~
I'm desperate for love already la~!

Today, I met him again....
Then, after greet him (ang mo style greeting), my mood turn to became so so good.
I keep smiling while in class (sounds like an idiot)~!
STOP~!
I really can't stand for my this kinda attitude~ (is really sick tho~!)

Am I in love? or just I'm desperate for love?
Seriously I have no idea at all~

I'm crazy... crazy...crazy...crazy....

How to make me stop think like that?????

* As my friend told me to seduced him~
I tried to make-up and wear a dress (on my friend's birthday), but I failed >.<"
He's more interested in liquor than me? SHIT~!
Although I was failed at that time and I didn't realise that someone is interested in me?!

2 Weeks Holiday

Holidays is here....
I feel the holidays is damn bored and hope the class start early.
I never want the holidays end while I'm in Malaysia, but when I'm in New Zealand I really feel damn bored and lonely.

This week I drink quite a lots liquor (house party, friend's birthday and supper drinking)
My apartment throw a party last Saturday, I learn how to dance in Colombian Style?
I found out that I really love to social with open minded people and I really think Chinese is too anti social and close society. They only will have their own society, this is what I can't accepted.
I'm so lucky that my housemate none of them are from China, but....

Lucky day never stay long. My flatmates always come and gone....
This time I have 2 new flatmates again but unfortunately they are from China and Taiwan.
This mean that no house party for me again~ so sad~>.<"

Start from tomorrow is a inspection day, I forced to leave my apartment from 9am - 5pm until 20th of September. What can I do and Where should I go?
Every time I step out from this apartment for sure that I will spend money.
That's why I always stay in my apartment to avoid this thing happen, but why the inspection day must be on this date? I mean on my boring holidays~

GOD~!! HELP~!!

Class Info

Since my class already started for 3 months, I haven't post any of my class info yet.
Now I decided to make some simple introduction to my class, teachers and classmates.

I only have 3 teachers.
1) Anju - Indian from Fiji. She really nice and friendly(so nothing bad news for her, hahaha)
2) Bill - British from England, like to nag (when u asking him 1 simple question and he will spend 15 mins to explain)
3)Trevor - Look like my teacher in secondary school (Mr. Antony), from Africa. his class is bored but he always explain well.

There is around 15 students in my class.
1 from Japan
1 from Korea
1 from Hong Kong
1 from Malaysia (me)
other that is from China and Middle-East (Kuwait)

I don't really have bad comment about all of them, but sometimes really can't stand for the middle-east students.
The way they behave really make me sick tho~

- will be tell you in details next time -

What's Wrong With Me?

Don't know since when I start to desire for a BF?
BF?
That is definitely no me~!

I never think this question while I am in Malaysia~
Maybe I have family & friends there?

Now, I am alone live in New Zealand and kept bullied by the 2 thingy.
So, I'm want someone to protect me or spread my bad mood?

I started to envy people that have BF... and feels all the guys also not bad? >.<"
What's wrong me?

Have to slap me to awake and tell me this is just a illustration.....
Malaysia slacker where are you?
Come back to me~!