It's My Turn

I had a really bad weekend, feel tired and want to cry~

Remember the 2 thingy I mentioned last time?
I think they have nothing to gossip about their housemate anymore, and my nephew GF already back to China.
They are too bored, and start to burn my ass~(gossip about me)

Last Friday, as usual I went back to my cousin house, and we going to Rotorua. When I arrive to my cousin house, I realise that the atmosphere is changing~

1st I feel like my cousin is try to ignored me~(maybe I m just too sensitive?) Then, we went to super market buy some food and snacks to Rotorua. I don't know that we have to shared the pay and I didn't choose anything coz I want to save money. The 2 thingy choose all the things they like and without asking me and the housemate. Choose the food they like and I have to shared the pay with them~! FINE~!

2nd, I thought my cousin will help me pay the food, (coz last time she pay everything for me) but now no. I have to pay for myself.....ok~ this is actually I should pay for. My cousin already paid for her son, but her son didn't join us at last. She ask the 2 thingy keep the balance. ( I'm her cousin and she owe my mother money, she don't even pay a small amount for me but ask them to keep a change.) FINE~!

3th, Friday night my nephew send me to my apartment to take some stuff. We meet their parent in the Restaurant. There is a 4 glasses of Chinese Tea on a table. 2 glasses is near my cousin. So, I take 1 glass a drink. My cousin face suddenly changed in color and ask her husband to get 1 more chinese tea for her. I was stunned at that moment, b'coz I thought that is my glasses? The tea can be refill and it's free~ She not talk to me and after she eat, she didn't wait for me and my nephew. Just walk out and go back.

The night, I talk to the 2 thingy housemate, she said last week she went out dinner with them and the after dinner gossiping topic was me~ and the housemate says :
They can gossiping about me when I not around and make people hate me, they also will gossip about you.

Not only that~ They went to see houses to move....
My Cousin: Wow~! The house is so so nice... feel want to rent but I scared after you all (the 2 thingy) go back to Malaysia then I have to pay the rent by myself.
2 Thingy: Ya la~ the house is nice la~!
My Nephew: Never mind la~! After you all go back then cherry (me) can move in and stay with us mah~!
My Cousin: ........ (face changing and silent)
2 Thingy: aiya~ we not really keen on the house la~

This is what their housemate told me, my mum still want me to move to their house with this kinda situation? I don't even want to go their house on the weekend anymore.

PS: They some more read their housemate notebook without permission, (maybe they think is diary) and I m so sure they have read my expenses letter from the bank. So, they only have things to gossip.

Giving Birth

After makan with my nephew, I back to my cousin place. It is quite late and everybody were sleeping but 1 of the housemates was awake ( not the 2 thingy). We sit in the kitchen and chit-chat. Don't know why the topic will go to giving birth topic.

Me: If I want to give birth I sure will choose operation, I don't want natural give birth.
She: Why? but operation only can give birth around 2-3 childs right?
Me: Now even operation can give birth as many as u want.
She: but operation got scars lo~
Me: Use 1 product before u operate and then the scars will disappear.
She: oh~ but u will never know the exprience of giving birth.
Me: I would not want to tortured myself neh~!
Blah~ Blah~ Blah~ Blah~
Me: Aiya~! nowaday, give birth is not important anymore, maybe I don't want baby la~
She: cannot~! if next time u old liao no ppl take care you~!
Me: zzzz....>.<" please lo~! now where got children still taking care their parents?

For my opinion, giving birth is easy but taking care your child is really hard. Waiting a child to take care you back? Don't be silly ok? If you are rich and you haven't give your properties to your childes, maybe they will super take care you tho~
Once they get all the properties from you, they treated you like shit~!

Honestly, don't ask what your parents can give you, but please ask yourself what can you do to pay back to them.

Am I Naive?

Yesterday received a msg from my friend. she ask me to go pub to have a farewell party. I said ok, after that, I decided to took a nap. Mana tau~ I can't awake, so just tell her I can't join her party. Then, my nephew called, he jio me go makan.

We go makan at Newmarket and he told me many things, some I'm agree but some I totally don't. I never plus my opinion coz I know he won't listen to me. These are our conversation:

James: My boss really take care me and he let me be a leader just only 3 months time.
Me : yeah~ (totally agree)
James: My boss won't let me take holiday, coz he will mess up everything without me.
Me : oh~ (none of the boss will be mess up without a workers)
James: You should find a BF like me, can plan everything for you, coz you don't like (know)how take care everything. (means I'm naive?)
Me : Ya~ That's why I'm still looking for it. (If I get a BF like you said, that's a war
everyday)

In here, I really be nice and I don't care what other do. I just only want to graduated from Univerity that's all. So, maybe he don't really know my real person and he think I'm naive coz I'm being protected since I was born.

How I can be naive in such a family I born into? Naive? This word since never appear to my dictionary.

Weekend

Last Saturday, finish my laundry and says " Good Bye" with my flat mates. I went back to my cousin house.

I'm so surprise that my cousin bought me a birthday cake. It's a fruits cake and taste very nice. So touching... still have someone buy cake for me.

my cake

ok~ since my birthday already passed... stop this topic!

When I arrive my cousin home, ( she rent a room to 3 girls) my nephew GF also arrive after 1 hour. Then, I discovered that my cousin don't like my nephew GF, she and the 2 thingy ( tenants) keep gossiping something.
I never care what they are gossiping, but please don't try to says something bad to break other relationship. Since the 2 thingy came, they are so busy body and so selfish... 1 is not bad, but nobody likes her coz of the 2 thingy.
Selfish : my cousin will ask them to eat and drink sometimes, but 1 day the 2 thingy bought a bottle of wine and they hide inside the room and drink... >.<"
Busy Body: The 2 thingy like to look at others privacy things without a permission, such as camera, really macam "patt po" from a small village.
I don't care what the 2 thingy want to do or what they done, but please respect others.

After that, my family sign on msn and cam chat with me, I was so happy and non-stop talking... ( 1 of the thingy curi-curi listen my conversation~!) WTF~! So "Palia" ok~ They not just only curi listen my conversation and also curi listen another girl conversation... >.<"
This morning keep gossiping about the girl (about the conversation)
* REALLY FEEL WANT TO SLAP GAO THEM*

Then, I called itu SJB.... I really worried about her... I already keep on remind her and remind her something but I dont know why she still want to join xx.
Maybe I was too sensitive? but.... honestly I really have the bad feeling about that~!
Maybe I don't want my SJB speak something with unrealised?
I don't know~ and I really lazy and tired to discover all the things.....
but I still willing to listen~

- I'm very tired to face the problem anymore -

Happy Birthday To Me

Happy Birthday to me~
Happy Birthday to me~
Happy Birthday to me~~
Happy Birthday to me~!

Yesterday was my birthday.
Before 12am 4th August, I was waititng someone calls and itu Sjb didn't call me.....>.<
-feel sad and moodless while in the class-
5th August Morning, I didn't even receive a greeting msg from itu SJB~! ROAR~!!! Except that, I received 1 msg that make me pissed off~!

Itu bitchy YQ~~!!!
She can denided what she said and she won't admit she are wrong at all.... The most powerfull is she can act nothing and push all the blame to others~
I have to call her " SI FU" ~! *must learn from her*
Let's don't talk about her anymore, she really make me sick tho~

Back to itu SJB punya topic, I msg to her early morning and no respond at all~!!!!
I really feel want to go back to Malaysia to kick her ass~!
Luckily~ I have a flatmates who are celebrate with me~!
* SJB~! I don't need you~!!!!*

My flatmates bring some friends that I know them since last party
(they are a little bit crazy but totally my type)
We went to a Chinese Restaurant to have some dinner. After that, we went to Brooklyn Bar in Queen Street to get some beers. On that time, itu SJB only call me (it was 8pm liao)
*smack gao her*
Anyways, still thanks for her lateness birthday greet and thanks for her helping
SJB~! I Love You~ muackss~(so touching about the video she sent to me, coz it is the 1st time i heard she sing~! hahah~)

Although this year birthday is not so classy~ (no dining, no clubing-nothing), I still happy coz at least I no need to have a lonely birthday.

PS: SJB~! I found someone to replace you liao~ hahahhahahaha~

- will post the picture once I get it-