Failed my semester test again.... What I going to do?
My confident keep destroying me by stupid science paper, I got study but I really didn't expect that I got such a low marks.
I really don't know what to do, I am feeling like I am wasting my mum's money and I am destroying her hope. I am so stressed now, I really don't know what to do. I not get use to complaint to people or cry in front of people, because I don't like people see my weakness.
Now I am really confused what am I doing now and I don't know what I going to do in future. I am just like getting lost in a big forest with fog, I can't find my way out. People can get A+ for that subject, but why I can't even pass? I never ask for A, I just want to pass.
I feel like I am really useless..... I am useless because I wasted my parents money, I am useless because I can't even pass my paper. I am so lost now and I really don't know what can I do and what I should do? My confidences and hope is taken away bit by bit every single day. I am so angry to myself, why I am lazy, why I don't want to choose what I like to study, and why I am so stupid.
I have no energy to continue any more.....
Saturday, September 15, 2012
Monday, September 3, 2012
Before you concern about others, please think of yourself.
Today saw a post on FB. The Topic is this:
what do you think.....
One day, a son just came back from outside, an injured father ask the son,
Father : Can you go out and buy me something to eat? I am hungry...
Son walked to the father with a pair of socks..(which took out from his feet)
Son : nah.... eat this.... ( waving the pair of socks in front of his father)
Many people have commented on this which included me. Someone has commented said that maybe he is a jerk dad or something. A girl commented that "no matters what your parent did to you only can walk away but you can't fight back, because they are you parent."
When I saw her comment I only can shake my head. I know this girl very very well and I know what she done to her parents. Last time she made her dad got heart attack and went into hospital. After that, blame her dad for her failure marriage. After her dad pass away, she started to push all the blame to her mum. Blame her mum not giving her love, blame her mum only care about her sister and brother. Blame the whole house.... blame this... blame that....
but....
She never blame to her friends.....
She got everything since she was born, she drove BMW to school. She wore CK, DKNY during high school. Her dad and mum bought her everything, because of her ex-hubby she gave up everything that her family gave her and follow the moron. She cheated her family for this moron again and again. Her parents is so upset about that and gave up the hope on her.
She is the one who ruined everything by her own hands, but she never admit that she was wrong. She pushed all the blame to her parents and started be rude to them. She sympathy to others and can talk so logically but the problem is she never knew that she have done the same thing to her parents.
If you want to talk others bad things or sympathy for others, please please and please think twice. Maybe you have done the same thing before but you never realise. And.... be good to your parents, once they are gone means forever they will be gone.
what do you think.....
One day, a son just came back from outside, an injured father ask the son,
Father : Can you go out and buy me something to eat? I am hungry...
Son walked to the father with a pair of socks..(which took out from his feet)
Son : nah.... eat this.... ( waving the pair of socks in front of his father)
Many people have commented on this which included me. Someone has commented said that maybe he is a jerk dad or something. A girl commented that "no matters what your parent did to you only can walk away but you can't fight back, because they are you parent."
When I saw her comment I only can shake my head. I know this girl very very well and I know what she done to her parents. Last time she made her dad got heart attack and went into hospital. After that, blame her dad for her failure marriage. After her dad pass away, she started to push all the blame to her mum. Blame her mum not giving her love, blame her mum only care about her sister and brother. Blame the whole house.... blame this... blame that....
but....
She never blame to her friends.....
She got everything since she was born, she drove BMW to school. She wore CK, DKNY during high school. Her dad and mum bought her everything, because of her ex-hubby she gave up everything that her family gave her and follow the moron. She cheated her family for this moron again and again. Her parents is so upset about that and gave up the hope on her.
She is the one who ruined everything by her own hands, but she never admit that she was wrong. She pushed all the blame to her parents and started be rude to them. She sympathy to others and can talk so logically but the problem is she never knew that she have done the same thing to her parents.
If you want to talk others bad things or sympathy for others, please please and please think twice. Maybe you have done the same thing before but you never realise. And.... be good to your parents, once they are gone means forever they will be gone.
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