Make a better life by wide thinking

Do you think your life is really sucks?
- I used to....

Do you hate your family without paying attention on you?
- I used to....

Do you start not to step out of your room and computer is your only friend?
- I used to....

Do you think your parent didn't equal the love?
- I used to.....

I don't like my life while I was in my hometown..... I can't stand people gossiping about me.... I hate the people, family and I hate everything while I back to my hometown.
Till now... I still don't really like them.

When I went to New Zealand and start my new life I learn to think wide....
-I enjoy my life
-I understanding my parent
-I learn to go out every weekend
-I learn to accept the love that are not balance

I'm satisfy now....

Disappointed

With a happy and excited mood to take a flight~
Feel tired while waiting for the flight transfer~
Taking super heavy baggage and hand carry items~
What all I've done is just want to meet my family~
This is what I deserve for done all this things?
Guess what?

Sibling don't hope I can come back~
Relatives say I'm wasting money~
Neighbour say I'm suffer over there and run back here~
Drawers lost and clothes lost too~
Don't have even 1 bed or pillow~
Mother keep complaining~

Only:
My mama, cousin and SJB are happy for this~

What I've done?
Kill you guys family?
Slap you guys?

Buying gift for you guys and carry from so far away, and all you guys pay back to me is this kinda things?

I feel want to go back to New Zealand now.
Even I'm lonely there, but at least I don't need to suffer this kinda stuff from you guys.

Funny Conversation

Lately, I'm quite busy for preparing exam and tomorrow is my last subject~ Yeah~

This few day I was hanging out with group of Chinese (China Chinese) and I realized that our conversation sometimes is quite funny~...

This Post I will type in Chinese and so sorry for those who can't read Chinese....
Here is few conversation we've made:

Conversation A:
Friend H: 哇靠~那女的妆好浓哦~！
Friend B: 我最讨厌女子化妆~！
Me: 我也有化妆阿~！那你非常讨厌我咯？
Friend B:....... 我完全不觉得你化妆。。
Me: ...... >.<" (means that I m no difference with make-up or not??)

Conversation B:
Friend T and me keep "suan siao" Friend B~ then Friend B pop out this word~
Friend B: 人和畜牲的分别是，人永远听不懂畜牲说的话。
Friend T: 你们听懂吗？
Me & Friend H: 听不懂~！！ (another way means Friend B is an animal) hahaha....
Friend B: .........

Conversation C:
Friend T, B and H were discussing about girl's look~
They talked about who is ugly and what type considered as ugly~
Me: 如果她也叫丑，那我就非常丑咯~
Friend T: 你放心， 你是我们班花嘛~
Me: 那是因为我是班上唯一的女生....
All of Them: 是咯~所以才是班花咯~！HAHAHAHA~!!!
Me: .......... O.o" (actually there's 1 more middle-east girl but getting marry soon)

Conversation D:
Friend T asked Friend B: 叫我哥哥....
Friend H asked Friend B: 叫我爷爷....
Me asked Friend B: 叫我妹妹就好..... (because he is younger than me)
Friend B: ..........
Friend B: 我就叫你师太吧~！
Me: ..... O.o"
All of Them : 师太好~！(call out loud)
Me: >.<"

Conversation E:
They teaching me China style swear words~
Friend T: 脑残，白痴。
Friend H: 吊，你妈B。
and many more.....
Friend T: Slacker...马来西亚粗口怎么说？
Me: Ci Bai~!
All silent few second~
Friend T: 哇操~~ O.o... 想不到你会说这么粗的脏话~！
Me: ........ 你听懂哦?
Friend T: >.<" 你说呢？
( People always says Dirty words = International Words, now prove that it is true~)

International Day (Food)

22/10/2010 is my school international day~
Many people sell their food and wear their traditional cloth in school~
Too bad that I didn't bring any traditional cloth of Malaysia to New Zealand~
But... I still enjoy the atmosphere and food they are selling~

The place they selling their food

I've tried:
Malaysian Food (ondeh-ondeh and kuih sago), of course the taste can't compared with Malaysia, but still taste good~




Japanese Onigiri~

He is wearing Japanese Yukata

Chinese Dumpling~

Chinese teaching Vietnamese make dumpling

Sweet Dumpling Ball

I missed Spanish, Vietnamese and Saudi Arabia Food....
When I been there, they already sold out~ too bad~

The food of course not taste like restaurant or so so good... because it is student made, not order from restaurant~ but what we really enjoy is not the food; it's the fun and atmosphere from the crow~

I'm Hurt

Today come back school as usual, plan to cook beef curry for dinner....
Things start happen ~.~

*Cut The Onion:

I think some people know I have a very sensitive eyes...

When I was cutting the onion, my tears just like a rain and my eyes was red like monster. My tears make me can't see and almost cut my finger. Luckily it just cut my nail away~

See the middle Finger

*When cook the curry:
The curry is almost done and i try to open the cover.

The steam were so hot and my finger steamed while i open the cover. (macam steam bun)
The middle finger again >.<

*When done cooking:
A message from my friend~
she wrote:
Hey~ wanna eat pork cook in vinegar?
If u want I will appear the dish tonight~

Why she didn't text me earlier??? If she text me earlier then i no need cut my nail and steam my finger~
Anyways, still thanks for her dish, I will keep it for tomorrow dinner~

Weird~

This week so many things happened...
1 thing is given me a weird feeling.....

Remember I mentioned the 2 thingy? 1 of them don't know why keep sending me a greeting message.... everyday non-stop.....She seldom sending message to me since I met her already 4 months~ Make me have a really bad feeling~
Does she done something bad again? Or she talk something about me again???
Hope she really can take care of her mouth~

About my flatmates, the flatmates who came from China is really yucks~
That day my toilet is occupied by the Taiwanese, so I go to her toilet.
When I step in...... OMG~!
The toilet is super messy and dirty....
I don't know how she using her toilet, the toilet is flood and she didn't flush while after poop???!!
(Now I know why the Taiwanese rather to share toilet with me.)
I think something happen in her toilet, now she came to use my toilet sometimes~ Make me sick tho~

She not only dirty, she never respect others.
That day she suddenly step into my room and step out, but she step into the Taiwanese's room and open her bag without any permission~! (while we both are sitting in the living room, we just stunned...)

From now onwards, I will lock my room always after saw her attitude.

Guy's Analysis

When I'm in New Zealand, I meet different people from different country. Know their culture and social lifestyle. I really enjoy the life here....
Here I'm going to share how the guy from other country.

I met Colombian, Brazilian, French, Korean, Spanish, Chinese, Saudi Arabian, Kuwaitis, Kiwis and German:

Colombia Guy - really good in dancing and party
Brazil Guy - almost same with Colombian (they're really good in dancing)
French Guy - gentleman, romantic and quite good looking
Korean Guy - like to make joke, but not good looking
Spain Guy - funny and crazy??
Chinese Guy - soft and serious
Arab Guy - lust and almost all are not gay
Kuwait Guy - arrogant
N.Z. Guy - the way they talk are really rude
Germany Guy - really good looking and super gentleman
Malaysia Guy - no comment o.0

This is what I knew from them....
Western guys really gentleman, but they always AA style.
Eastern guys always pay for girls, but not gentleman.

Crazy Pt.2

On the previous blog, I wrote that I try to seduced Mr.S but I failed, and one of the guy are interested in me. First, I just thought I was thinking too much, but it's true that another guy is interested in me. (let's call him Mr.H)

Yesterday night I went to bar with them, and I thought Mr.S will come to join us, so I'm so excited and waiting for Mr.S. At last Mr.S didn't appear coz they never invite him and I don't have his number~! >.<" I was so disappointed, but I still enjoy the time with them.

Then, we changed the place from bar to dance pub, I'm quite good with Mr.H (friend type). We play around and dance around. Then, Mr.H invite me to go out and smoke, so I go with him. We chit-chating while smoking. Suddenly, he ask me to close my eyes then he kissed me when I close my eyes. I was surprise, he want me to go with him. I just rejected him at last...........

Mr.H is a nice guy. He is friendly and kind (ps: he is rich), but I only treat him as friend.
Honestly, while he kissed me... I don't have any feeling, no heart beating, no dizzy...nothing~! (I'm sorry about that)

After that, he just says sorry to me and we decided to be friend~

Home Sick

The day-light service started on this Monday. When winter it is 4 hours different between New Zealand and Malaysia. Now, it changed to 5 hours different. Winter the Sun is super lazy, around 6pm already sunset and till early 7 you will never see the Sun yet. Summer Sun wake up early and go to bed late.
This kinda timing for Malaysian is kinda weird eh?
The flower start to bloom and the tree comes out with new leaves. ( you will never see this in Malaysia.)

Lately, I have a home sick.
Thinking of going back to Malaysia madly, but I also think a lot of things.
# would my mother let me go back?
# would the aunties gossip me when i go back?
# would I be lonely if go back?
# I should stay here find job or go back?

I really miss my mum, friends and my country~ (maybe I'm too lonely here?)

My Friends

Crazy

Recently, I was attracted with a guy who has a beautiful eye color. (Mr. S)
Mr.S is friend of my previous flatmates, I know him since we throw a party last 2 weeks.
He study the same building but not same floor with me.
-let's just go to the topic-

1st time I met him, I don't have any special feeling.
ok ok~ maybe there's some feeling? ( I don't know)
I always "terserempak" ( meet accidentally) him on the road and school.
Don't know since when my heart started beating so fast when I met him.
( this is the 2nd time my heart beating fast for a guy.)
My soul will be taken when I look into his eye~
I'm desperate for love already la~!

Today, I met him again....
Then, after greet him (ang mo style greeting), my mood turn to became so so good.
I keep smiling while in class (sounds like an idiot)~!
STOP~!
I really can't stand for my this kinda attitude~ (is really sick tho~!)

Am I in love? or just I'm desperate for love?
Seriously I have no idea at all~

I'm crazy... crazy...crazy...crazy....

How to make me stop think like that?????

* As my friend told me to seduced him~
I tried to make-up and wear a dress (on my friend's birthday), but I failed >.<"
He's more interested in liquor than me? SHIT~!
Although I was failed at that time and I didn't realise that someone is interested in me?!

2 Weeks Holiday

Holidays is here....
I feel the holidays is damn bored and hope the class start early.
I never want the holidays end while I'm in Malaysia, but when I'm in New Zealand I really feel damn bored and lonely.

This week I drink quite a lots liquor (house party, friend's birthday and supper drinking)
My apartment throw a party last Saturday, I learn how to dance in Colombian Style?
I found out that I really love to social with open minded people and I really think Chinese is too anti social and close society. They only will have their own society, this is what I can't accepted.
I'm so lucky that my housemate none of them are from China, but....

Lucky day never stay long. My flatmates always come and gone....
This time I have 2 new flatmates again but unfortunately they are from China and Taiwan.
This mean that no house party for me again~ so sad~>.<"

Start from tomorrow is a inspection day, I forced to leave my apartment from 9am - 5pm until 20th of September. What can I do and Where should I go?
Every time I step out from this apartment for sure that I will spend money.
That's why I always stay in my apartment to avoid this thing happen, but why the inspection day must be on this date? I mean on my boring holidays~

GOD~!! HELP~!!

Class Info

Since my class already started for 3 months, I haven't post any of my class info yet.
Now I decided to make some simple introduction to my class, teachers and classmates.

I only have 3 teachers.
1) Anju - Indian from Fiji. She really nice and friendly(so nothing bad news for her, hahaha)
2) Bill - British from England, like to nag (when u asking him 1 simple question and he will spend 15 mins to explain)
3)Trevor - Look like my teacher in secondary school (Mr. Antony), from Africa. his class is bored but he always explain well.

There is around 15 students in my class.
1 from Japan
1 from Korea
1 from Hong Kong
1 from Malaysia (me)
other that is from China and Middle-East (Kuwait)

I don't really have bad comment about all of them, but sometimes really can't stand for the middle-east students.
The way they behave really make me sick tho~

- will be tell you in details next time -

What's Wrong With Me?

Don't know since when I start to desire for a BF?
BF?
That is definitely no me~!

I never think this question while I am in Malaysia~
Maybe I have family & friends there?

Now, I am alone live in New Zealand and kept bullied by the 2 thingy.
So, I'm want someone to protect me or spread my bad mood?

I started to envy people that have BF... and feels all the guys also not bad? >.<"
What's wrong me?

Have to slap me to awake and tell me this is just a illustration.....
Malaysia slacker where are you?
Come back to me~!

It's My Turn

I had a really bad weekend, feel tired and want to cry~

Remember the 2 thingy I mentioned last time?
I think they have nothing to gossip about their housemate anymore, and my nephew GF already back to China.
They are too bored, and start to burn my ass~(gossip about me)

Last Friday, as usual I went back to my cousin house, and we going to Rotorua. When I arrive to my cousin house, I realise that the atmosphere is changing~

1st I feel like my cousin is try to ignored me~(maybe I m just too sensitive?) Then, we went to super market buy some food and snacks to Rotorua. I don't know that we have to shared the pay and I didn't choose anything coz I want to save money. The 2 thingy choose all the things they like and without asking me and the housemate. Choose the food they like and I have to shared the pay with them~! FINE~!

2nd, I thought my cousin will help me pay the food, (coz last time she pay everything for me) but now no. I have to pay for myself.....ok~ this is actually I should pay for. My cousin already paid for her son, but her son didn't join us at last. She ask the 2 thingy keep the balance. ( I'm her cousin and she owe my mother money, she don't even pay a small amount for me but ask them to keep a change.) FINE~!

3th, Friday night my nephew send me to my apartment to take some stuff. We meet their parent in the Restaurant. There is a 4 glasses of Chinese Tea on a table. 2 glasses is near my cousin. So, I take 1 glass a drink. My cousin face suddenly changed in color and ask her husband to get 1 more chinese tea for her. I was stunned at that moment, b'coz I thought that is my glasses? The tea can be refill and it's free~ She not talk to me and after she eat, she didn't wait for me and my nephew. Just walk out and go back.

The night, I talk to the 2 thingy housemate, she said last week she went out dinner with them and the after dinner gossiping topic was me~ and the housemate says :
They can gossiping about me when I not around and make people hate me, they also will gossip about you.

Not only that~ They went to see houses to move....
My Cousin: Wow~! The house is so so nice... feel want to rent but I scared after you all (the 2 thingy) go back to Malaysia then I have to pay the rent by myself.
2 Thingy: Ya la~ the house is nice la~!
My Nephew: Never mind la~! After you all go back then cherry (me) can move in and stay with us mah~!
My Cousin: ........ (face changing and silent)
2 Thingy: aiya~ we not really keen on the house la~

This is what their housemate told me, my mum still want me to move to their house with this kinda situation? I don't even want to go their house on the weekend anymore.

PS: They some more read their housemate notebook without permission, (maybe they think is diary) and I m so sure they have read my expenses letter from the bank. So, they only have things to gossip.

Giving Birth

After makan with my nephew, I back to my cousin place. It is quite late and everybody were sleeping but 1 of the housemates was awake ( not the 2 thingy). We sit in the kitchen and chit-chat. Don't know why the topic will go to giving birth topic.

Me: If I want to give birth I sure will choose operation, I don't want natural give birth.
She: Why? but operation only can give birth around 2-3 childs right?
Me: Now even operation can give birth as many as u want.
She: but operation got scars lo~
Me: Use 1 product before u operate and then the scars will disappear.
She: oh~ but u will never know the exprience of giving birth.
Me: I would not want to tortured myself neh~!
Blah~ Blah~ Blah~ Blah~
Me: Aiya~! nowaday, give birth is not important anymore, maybe I don't want baby la~
She: cannot~! if next time u old liao no ppl take care you~!
Me: zzzz....>.<" please lo~! now where got children still taking care their parents?

For my opinion, giving birth is easy but taking care your child is really hard. Waiting a child to take care you back? Don't be silly ok? If you are rich and you haven't give your properties to your childes, maybe they will super take care you tho~
Once they get all the properties from you, they treated you like shit~!

Honestly, don't ask what your parents can give you, but please ask yourself what can you do to pay back to them.

Am I Naive?

Yesterday received a msg from my friend. she ask me to go pub to have a farewell party. I said ok, after that, I decided to took a nap. Mana tau~ I can't awake, so just tell her I can't join her party. Then, my nephew called, he jio me go makan.

We go makan at Newmarket and he told me many things, some I'm agree but some I totally don't. I never plus my opinion coz I know he won't listen to me. These are our conversation:

James: My boss really take care me and he let me be a leader just only 3 months time.
Me : yeah~ (totally agree)
James: My boss won't let me take holiday, coz he will mess up everything without me.
Me : oh~ (none of the boss will be mess up without a workers)
James: You should find a BF like me, can plan everything for you, coz you don't like (know)how take care everything. (means I'm naive?)
Me : Ya~ That's why I'm still looking for it. (If I get a BF like you said, that's a war
everyday)

In here, I really be nice and I don't care what other do. I just only want to graduated from Univerity that's all. So, maybe he don't really know my real person and he think I'm naive coz I'm being protected since I was born.

How I can be naive in such a family I born into? Naive? This word since never appear to my dictionary.

Weekend

Last Saturday, finish my laundry and says " Good Bye" with my flat mates. I went back to my cousin house.

I'm so surprise that my cousin bought me a birthday cake. It's a fruits cake and taste very nice. So touching... still have someone buy cake for me.

my cake

ok~ since my birthday already passed... stop this topic!

When I arrive my cousin home, ( she rent a room to 3 girls) my nephew GF also arrive after 1 hour. Then, I discovered that my cousin don't like my nephew GF, she and the 2 thingy ( tenants) keep gossiping something.
I never care what they are gossiping, but please don't try to says something bad to break other relationship. Since the 2 thingy came, they are so busy body and so selfish... 1 is not bad, but nobody likes her coz of the 2 thingy.
Selfish : my cousin will ask them to eat and drink sometimes, but 1 day the 2 thingy bought a bottle of wine and they hide inside the room and drink... >.<"
Busy Body: The 2 thingy like to look at others privacy things without a permission, such as camera, really macam "patt po" from a small village.
I don't care what the 2 thingy want to do or what they done, but please respect others.

After that, my family sign on msn and cam chat with me, I was so happy and non-stop talking... ( 1 of the thingy curi-curi listen my conversation~!) WTF~! So "Palia" ok~ They not just only curi listen my conversation and also curi listen another girl conversation... >.<"
This morning keep gossiping about the girl (about the conversation)
* REALLY FEEL WANT TO SLAP GAO THEM*

Then, I called itu SJB.... I really worried about her... I already keep on remind her and remind her something but I dont know why she still want to join xx.
Maybe I was too sensitive? but.... honestly I really have the bad feeling about that~!
Maybe I don't want my SJB speak something with unrealised?
I don't know~ and I really lazy and tired to discover all the things.....
but I still willing to listen~

- I'm very tired to face the problem anymore -

Happy Birthday To Me

Happy Birthday to me~
Happy Birthday to me~
Happy Birthday to me~~
Happy Birthday to me~!

Yesterday was my birthday.
Before 12am 4th August, I was waititng someone calls and itu Sjb didn't call me.....>.<
-feel sad and moodless while in the class-
5th August Morning, I didn't even receive a greeting msg from itu SJB~! ROAR~!!! Except that, I received 1 msg that make me pissed off~!

Itu bitchy YQ~~!!!
She can denided what she said and she won't admit she are wrong at all.... The most powerfull is she can act nothing and push all the blame to others~
I have to call her " SI FU" ~! *must learn from her*
Let's don't talk about her anymore, she really make me sick tho~

Back to itu SJB punya topic, I msg to her early morning and no respond at all~!!!!
I really feel want to go back to Malaysia to kick her ass~!
Luckily~ I have a flatmates who are celebrate with me~!
* SJB~! I don't need you~!!!!*

My flatmates bring some friends that I know them since last party
(they are a little bit crazy but totally my type)
We went to a Chinese Restaurant to have some dinner. After that, we went to Brooklyn Bar in Queen Street to get some beers. On that time, itu SJB only call me (it was 8pm liao)
*smack gao her*
Anyways, still thanks for her lateness birthday greet and thanks for her helping
SJB~! I Love You~ muackss~(so touching about the video she sent to me, coz it is the 1st time i heard she sing~! hahah~)

Although this year birthday is not so classy~ (no dining, no clubing-nothing), I still happy coz at least I no need to have a lonely birthday.

PS: SJB~! I found someone to replace you liao~ hahahhahahaha~

- will post the picture once I get it-

Slacker Have A New Blog

1st week I went to school, I be asked for created a blog. I was surprise why the teacher here will ask ppl to create a blog. (maybe they are updated or maybe i m outdated?)

Don't care~ just create a new one and present to him. That blog will never link to this blog. (coz i want to gossip ppl at this blog) O.o

I will share my new blog address here but i hope that all of you make a promise on me~:

1. View and put a good comment ( I know sometimes, just sometimes I'm bad in real life, but please please don't break my reputation in New Zealand coz I need to cari makan).

2. Please don't share my slacker blog link in the new link. ( I'm so madly and I want to complaint here~!) can't let them know~shh~

At last, I think carefully and I decided not shouting my new blog address here! HAHAHAHA~!

Anyways, just find my new blog if u can~
hint: fruit in New Zealand.

Sickness Week

Last Saturday, I went to my cousin house. My cousin, her son and his GF were sick, and the house is full of germs.
Sunday morning, 2 sick bird appeared~
my cousin + her son + his GF + 2 sick birds = 5 ill-people

When dinner time, the 5 sick birds only can have some porridge with vegetables.
What do I ate? I was enjoying my chicken wing cooked in soy sauce. Yum~ Yum~
( They are watching me eat....)

Suddenly, my nephew said : "now u're healthy but u sure will get sick soon." (with some jealousy essence~)

I : " choy~ I sure will not get sick tho~"
Him : "you'll see~"
I : " If I'm sick I sure come back and spread the illness to you~!"

That night, the germs really follow me back to my apartment~!
Gosh~

Monday morning, I still ok. But when afternoon came, my head became heavy and heavy~
I GOT A FEVER~!

Already have some Panadols but seems like Panadols is not effective at all~
Every 4 hours my fever will come back again~

That's 3 reason I got sick :

a) The weather changed suddenly, it's around 12 degree C dropped till 2 degree C suddenly on Saturday night.
b) My cousin house is full of germs and I never care of it.
c) This is the pay back for laughing people while they're sick.

Don't you ever laugh at the sick birds~

1st Month in N.Z (part 2)

Last post I was sharing some food that I took in New Zealand.
Now I going to share view that I took in New Zealand~

Mission Bay

Mission Bay

Seagull

Mission Bay

Mission Bay

Mission Bay

Mission Bay

Viaduct Basin

Viaduct Basin

Royal Oak

Epsom

Maple Leaves

Sky City

If you ask me what do New Zealand have, I can tell you all honestly~
I know nothing about it~ came already 2 months, I only went to Mission Bay and Flee Market before~
Believe or not?
Believe it~

1st Month in N.Z (part 1)

Before I came to New Zealand~
I thought that New Zealand is like "kampung-kampung" style~
Green field, sheep, cow, village~
When I arrived in New Zealand~Totally not what I thought~ here is full of buildings, cars and shopping~
I never saw a single sheep since I'm here~

I started to be comfortable with the life here, but still got a lot of 1st time experiences.
Here people sleep early and wake-up early, now is winter so they sun feel sleepy so the sky will turn dark before 6p.m.

Car at New Zealand~ wow~ super duper cheap~Guess how much you can get a BMW sports? You can't believe about the price~ and you sure will say " NO WAY" ~!
BMW sports~? only $35,000~! OMG~ cheap right?

Before I come I keep have malaysian foods coz some people told me that here hard to get malaysian foods or asian food~ That's wrong~wrong~wrong~I already in here 1 month and I never have western food at all (excepted pie and sandwich)~ believe or not...?Here share some special photos with you all~

FOOD:My 1st breakfast in NZ


Here got durian too! but please see the price~



Healthy Sandwiches


eves Pantry



Cute Cake From eves Pantry



This Call Fiji Fruit Taste Quite Good


This is Fiji Tree


Headless Fishy


Mushy Mushroom


Latte


Egg Benedict


I cook it oh~

-To be continue-

Bored & Lonely Life

Now in New Zealand time is 01:00a.m. Everybody is on the bed and making some sweet dream, but the slacker still awake~
Just called my mummy and read the SJB blog. In this silent night make my Malaysia memories back...

Already 2 weeks in New Zealand, slacker still can't find any job yet.... Many people asked me how's life here. I have to tell the truth, is kinda relax here but sometimes really bored and lonely. I'm a strong person and I seldom cry, but don't know why since I am here my tears drop every time I write my blog.

I remembered before I come to New Zealand I text a message to an old friend. She really take care me since I'm standard 5. She just like my big sister. 2 years ago, we got some argument and some misunderstood . I hope can patch back but I know her style. She think I'm no good or acting too much then no matter what I do also can't change her mind.
The day before I came to New Zealand, I try to text her and left her an email hope she will email me but everyday I open my email I didn't get her single email. Obviously she still haven't let go.
I already don't know what to do. Only things I can do is to wish her have a good life and she is my sister forever ever.

About itu SJB, sometimes really miss her. When see some nice and cheap clothes will feel want to buy for her. We still always talk "shit" on msn but we can't go mcd or bkt together liao. I can't midnight drive car go fetch her and show how "talented" is my driving skill (ps : in here my driving skill consider and normal ah!). She told me why she can't get a good flower (桃花), I told her if she want to get a good flower....1st she must become a good fertilizer ( means love yourself lo). Good fertilizer only will comes out good flower. SJB~! please don't let YQ chase you up ah~!
Don't only just think, you must take 1st move then the things only will go on. Excuse is not a reason anymore... I already make my 1st move, how about you? Don't forget the future always is inside our hand...

When I at home I can't stand my majesty nagging. Now would my majesty feel lonely without me on her side? My majesty like to complaint this and that to me and I also is her listener. When I don't think she is right I will try to advise her. I know that my sibling don't like to listen her complaining but she complaint is just because she is stressed and she need to find someone to release it. I know sometimes my majesty got little bit "angin" but she really is a responsible and ability mother. Although how strong she is, she still need people to talk to and a listener.

Don't want to talk liao la~ ah bo tomorrow my eyes will "bengkak" like dumpling.
~run to bed~

Slacker's Left Malaysia

12th May 2010, 9.30 p.m.
I took a plane alone and left my country~

This is my 1st time leave Malaysia and go to New Zealand, leaving my family, my friends and my best friends (SJB).That night, itu SJB cried since she arrived KLIA...

I keep find some joke to spare my attention, coz I don't want my tears to drop~.When the time to say goodbye, I really can't control my tears anymore....

After I hug my family & SJB tightly, I walked into the departure gate.
When plane taking off and I saw my home country become smaller and smaller I cried again.
That night, I cried twice....

while on the plane, I can't sleep at all~ I watched movie, listened to music.....
I don't want to make myself nothing to do coz I don't want to think too much.....

I'm on top of Australia

Malaysia Airlines Nasi Lemak... Yum~


Inside the plane

10 hours later, I arrived Auckland, New Zealand..... It's time to start a new life, meet some new people here...

Next post I will share my 1st time in New Zealand~

Mum's Birthday

My mum's birthday is on 11th April, 1st March on lunar calendar (14th April). My uncle said he want to spend a dinner to his sister (my mummy).

I suggested go to GU YUE TIAN at Chulan Square to have the birthday dinner, but my uncle said he wanted to try a restaurant called Janbo and he said is quite famous. After few discussion we finally choose Janbo at Puchong.

After having not really delicious dinner, then we went to Neway KTV to sing all night long~

my uncle and aunt

my mummy and 2 nieces

family


Neway KTV


My nieces

At here I got some KTV manner to share out:

1) Don't hold the remote control at all the time b'coz you are not a controller.
2) Must learn to share the mic b'coz the mic doesn't belongs to you.
3) Don't choose many songs at the same time b'coz people will get pissed off while waiting.
4) While people singing, please do not sing with them unless you be asked to join b'coz this is not your personal show.
5) Don't laugh at people while the missed the key or sing with the wrong key b'coz you ain't the judge.

Please learn to share, to respect and don't show off with your voice

Remember : KTV is a stage for everyone, not a stage for your personal show~!

Ching Ming

Last week was "Ching Ming", I went to my daddy grave yard to pray him...

My daddy already passed away about 3 years and this year my mum just finish his new home (grave stone) so... we invite lots of people...some people suggested that want to put some fire works... ( mostly "Ching Ming" will pray on morning or afternoon) Our "Ching Ming" is different ... We pray at midnight!

Daddy's Grave Stone


Foods For Daddy(some already gone into our stomach)


Burning Flame



He is selling roasted pork at grave yard o.0"


Fireworks

On that day, my family said something really made me pissed off~
I woke up early in the morning on that day to make some "bao & kuih". When afternoon tea time we chit-chat and I was asking why some people never let their daughter ( all the girls) to pray at grave yard~
Some people "pantang" about this. They answered me... and mum said she very fair coz she never do this to us(daughter).
Then, this f*** off conversation started...

My aunt : actually this is the law~ the 1st incense stick (xiang) is for the son... daughter must
understand this law~
Me : ......(o...ok)
Mummy : ya~ actually daughter shouldn't bring anything to go (mean the houses, cars....).
Me : ..........
My aunt : ya~if we girls (her sisters) go pray our parent, we never bring anything and the 1st
incense stick is sure for my brother...
Me : .........

The whole conversation I just keep silent~ I woke up early in the morning and made all things by myself till night time~ from planning, packing, making etc... all I do it alone and nobody help me~ all my pay back is this? daughter shouldn't do this and that? How hurt is that....

The most unfair things is my bro and his wife do just a little bit coz everything my mum ask me to do... This really make me pissed off~ If daughter can't pray or shouldn't bring things to pray my dad then don't ask me to do everything for the son~!

but... on that night something happened and make me get back my mood...
My bro put on the 9'feets incense stick (actually 9'feets can burn for so many hours).
The incense stick fell down when we burn "money" that time and burst.
Few second, 3 sticks of 9'feets incense stick left just ashes.... my bad mood? just like the ashes~ Fly Away~!