Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Accident

Today I brought a pack of uncooked sweet potatoes for my friend (L). Then during lunch time, something happened.....

Me: let's try to put the sweet potato inside microwave see can cook or not.
L: I scared it will "boom"

Me: I think won't......
L: OK then.... how many minutes?

Me: 5mins?
L: OK

1mins...... passed..... and everything seems normal......

after few minutes passed..........

other friend call A shout: Wah~ What's wrong with the microwave?
ME & L turn over......

The white smoke and burn smell came out from microwave~~
L quickly run to press stop and open the microwave....
The smoke raised and the burning smell spread out to whole 1st floor.

Every body walked away from the pantry, me and L quickly walked out too and pretend the sweet potato are not ours.....

When we walk out, teachers ran in and see what happen.
Luckily the smoke alarm didn't rang....... hahahahhaha....

Hope that the CCTV didn't caught our face. The lesson I learned is do not put sweet potato inside the microwave...... but overall is quite fun.

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

My Morality Value

Tomorrow have a test about the short story we read on this whole year. So I went to an extra class from other teacher to get some information.

There is a story about the children of a farmer not willing to take over the farm and all move to city to find their live. The farmer only wish is just wish his children will come back to with him. My teacher also told us that people no only steal your money, but the money has been stolen will get back. People also will steal your reputation, your pride and everything which is hard to get back, because your behaviour make you lost it.

but....

Did I done something wrong or my behaviour and attitude has a big problem? Why everybody stole my reputation and my pride. Is it really my fault? I don't know...... My reputation already gone from many years ago, I lost it myself because my attitude when I was primary school. I want to take it back, but nobody have give me any chance. I can't even speak out, because nobody will believe me anymore.

I started to close my heart because I don't want to get hurt, but I realised I came here I open my heart so I become very weak now. I cry for little things, I cry for people hurting me. I don't like the way I am now. Everyday I hate myself more and more, hate myself why become so weak. Why easy to get bully? Why so care about people talking about me?

So... I plan to stay in New Zealand after I graduate. I know my mum will want me to go back to Malaysia, I can feel it. But I already disappointed with my family. I feel so upset because none of them are supporting me. Although I already know since I came here but I am calm not mean that I am not hurt.

I don't want to go back because I don't to to face them and I still need to pretend I am happy to see them. I am tired of acting, especially in front of the family. I know many things, maybe I should say too many. Sometimes I wish I didn't know anything just like my brother.

2 more months I will go back to Malaysia. My feeling is complicated, sometimes I am homesick feel want to go back to meet my mother and friends. Sometimes I am unsecured because I don't know what gossip will come out again.

If every year my mum and SJB can come New Zealand to visit me, then I no need to go back anymore. I having a very peaceful life now and I really hate to see my brother, my sister, my relatives, and all the Bantingish's clown face.

I just want to say:

I HATE YOU ALL FOREVER, I WILL NOT FORGIVE AND FORGET WHAT YOU ALL HAVE DONE TO ME TILL I DIE~!

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Finally I moved~

Yesterday moved out form my old apartment because the contract already end. I just want to shock YEAH~!!!

Finally move out.... no need to see that ugly cheapskate housemate~!! Woohoo~~!!

Now the new house is more far than my old apartment. I have to walk around 20 mins everyday and the road is up and down hill... quite tired....

Overall, it is quite good, I pay the same rent as old apartment, but I have my own bathroom and include water, electricity and internet which is awesome. The room have a big wardrobe that I love. So far the host treat me quite good, but don't know after that.

Final exam is coming soon and I still haven't revise anything yet, I am so worry but I don't have energy to study which is bad, but I have to hide this laptop and study really hard...

Hope I can do well in my final exam............