Comment About Chinese

Although I am in Auckland, but here is just like a China Town~
Almost 50% are Asian.

Recently, I share an apartment with a girl who come from China....
She make me think a lot of things about them and most of them are in negative way.

I realized they won't say sorry when they done something wrong.
-My housemate fart in front of me, I say why you didn't say excuse me?
she just quite and fart again without excuse me~!

They always think how good how good they are... and how bad how bad people are...
- This is make me sick of it.

They like to complaint this and that behind, but they never dare to complaint in front of the people( kiwis or western people)
- If you not dare to complaint then don't always say how angry are you and how brave are u.

They are lack of hygiene.
- My housemate never clean the table after having her meal and she didn't shave her armpit hair~!
- and I heard from my Hong Kong friend and people who visit to China~ They said the people in China can pee in the mall or park~!

Ironic
- sometimes I feel my housemate are ironic at me~ She talk about something that with a her smile face, but it doesn't sound like a joke at all~
* for example: "you always seems like relax and never busy with your life." (she mean I am lazy)
* "you not suitable for study, you suitable for work." ( mean I'm wasting my time in study?)
* " you can be a host, coz u like to explain the movie." (because when I was watching movie, you like to interupt me and keep asking me why this and why that. So, I need to explain all the stuff to make u shut up~!)

I'm mad~!

• Recently, I started to become sensitive again. People who like to gossip about me won't let me go even I am in New Zealand. I really dont understand why they like to take gossiping as a hobby~


• I already move out from my cousin place after live with her for few months, I'm moving out because I need my privacy place and bedroom to study. I cant stand the enviroment in their house, enviroment that like to gossip, being busy body, being so babarian, etc.


• I didnt pay for the rent to them, and I think is good that if I move out and I sure they will be happy... but...


• They gossiping me again, especially my cousin... she can spread my topic to Malaysia by phoning~ I am so impressed she can do it... She spread to some people and the "some" people told my mum and ask my mum not to give me money at all~!


• WTF~! why you guys so care how much money my mum give me for living cost and do you all have any rights to stop my mum from giving me money?


• I just want to shout loudly here:


• This is my own business and please take care your own business~ I dont need you all to take care me. I dont need you guys to convince my mum and I dont you guys to be busybody~!

Holiday

Having a 2 weeks holiday and without doing anything~ Make me kinda guilty~

Just saw my cousin's blog, know how hardworking he is now and look at me~ Now~ I am piece of shit~ lying down at home, psping, watching drama and not willing to read a single book~

I dont know why this year I become so lazy and moody, I failed my chemistry and I hope to drop it, but as my majesty want me to take some something related in medicine field in University... I must take chemistry~

My housemate said I not suitable for study and I am suit for working, coz I know all the trick that playing in this reality world~ but, is it an ironic??? I told her I will not want to work coz when I start working I have to pay all the bill by myself~ Is it true???

I dont know, maybe this is just an excuse to let me escape from the reality world. I know my mum send me her and I've spent hills of money~ but I really need something to push me now~ I am lack of energy to move on and my laziness has popping out again~

Dad~! If you can hear me in heaven~ Please give your daughter a hard push to let me finish my education successfully in New Zealand~