Disappointed

With a happy and excited mood to take a flight~
Feel tired while waiting for the flight transfer~
Taking super heavy baggage and hand carry items~
What all I've done is just want to meet my family~
This is what I deserve for done all this things?
Guess what?

Sibling don't hope I can come back~
Relatives say I'm wasting money~
Neighbour say I'm suffer over there and run back here~
Drawers lost and clothes lost too~
Don't have even 1 bed or pillow~
Mother keep complaining~

Only:
My mama, cousin and SJB are happy for this~

What I've done?
Kill you guys family?
Slap you guys?

Buying gift for you guys and carry from so far away, and all you guys pay back to me is this kinda things?

I feel want to go back to New Zealand now.
Even I'm lonely there, but at least I don't need to suffer this kinda stuff from you guys.