Is it considered as dream come true?

I always wanted to find an Acmarian (Acmar is my high school name) as my boyfriend. Now I have 1, is it considered as dream come true?

This guy (let's call him Mr.B).

Mr.B last few months suddenly come and talk to me on FB. We found out we got a lot of same interest. We both like to cook, we both like the same type of house and we both like the same type of pet.

On 31st July, I can't sleep at night and I received his whatsapp, we start to flirt to each other. Then he asked me can I be his GF. I said yes. From that day onwards, he called me everyday from Malaysia to New Zealand to talk to me. The conversation is happy, but he made too much of commitments to me which I feel so creepy. I think things suddenly come too fast and too much of commitments can't make me digest.

I am a person that don't really believe in love, and I don't trust long distance love at all. Some more we never meet yet. I don't want my life story repeat again. I used to have a unmet boyfriend before (Mr.J). We never meet but because we got a lots of conversation and we end up together. Unmet love never work out, me and Mr.J story end badly. I really don't want this happened again.

But this guy is really match what I expect my boyfriend own. I know if me and him get serious, things sure work out fine. I want to try, but I really scared to step out. Maybe as my friend said, I always build a thick wall around my heart to protect myself?

His love is too strong and too furious, sometimes I really can't take it. I need to cool down my heart, because      I don't want really fall for him deeply. I really scared Mr.J case will happen again. Maybe he get use to be so good to his GF? I am a timid, I scared to get hurt. So I always protect myself well. I started to feel unsecured and feel fed up with his sweet talk. Maybe I can feel that my heart is already gone to him?

I really need time to cool down and think... I like him as well, as the same way I scared it doesn't work out again. So, I really need my space to think alone and to calm down. Sometimes his love really make me can't breath.